His skinny jeans | Vkook

His new self

Two months later. ( Sorry for starting out boring)

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" Oh look, is that the nerd trying to be cool?"

" I thought trendy clothes fits everybody but I guess not."

" Didn't you guys notice he's been like this for two months? Acting like if he's all that but he clearly hasn't looked in the mirror not even once!"

There they are these shameless girls talking trash about me again. They think that I'm trying to be like them, they think I'm here desperately wanting their attention and friendship but what they don't know is that I literally give no two fucks about their existence or their comments. I admit I have been changing and developing what I wear, how I act, and even my eye vision but I swear I'm not trying to be someone else, I am being re born.

Lately because I want to change for Jimin hyung, some people can't seem to get used to the fact that I am evolving so they keep talking trash about me. At first I must admit it was hard for me and it didn't help at all. I used to cry to myself at night but eventually I got used to it. Plus I have a little help.

" Jungkookie!"

I turn around smiling at the mention of my name. ' Speaking of the devil' I think as I spot my new best friend running up to me with a lot of speed. His arms are raised in the air ready to fill me with hugs and he is with his usual excited personality. I open my own arms receiving the big hug as he crashes into me. He always seems to have such a good energy and positive vibes, Sometimes I wish I could be like him and stay positive all the time. It's because of him that I managed to stay strong and get past through all of the critics.

" Morning hope." I say after the hug.

" Morning Juancock." He responds calling me that awful nickname. Honestly I don't even remember how many times I told him to stop calling me that! My front ain't even that big!

" Hope I told you to stop calling me that~" I pout my lips and make a cute sad expression. I don't usually do this but because Hoseok does it a lot I ended up automatically acting cute without me noticing.

" But it's so you. Can't you see that it fits you well?" He insist coping my pout.

" When you hear the name Jungkook, what do you think of first?" I ask.

" Booty!" He replies loudly in a cheer and before I knew it he smacks my butt forcing a squeal out of me in surprise.

" Hoseok!"

" Bye Kookie!" He waves me off and runs away and disappears at the end of the corner. Unfortunately me and Hobi don't share all of our classes. Only two but at least we hang out during lunch time. I sigh knowing I'm gonna have to join my own classroom soon. There is nobody else waiting for me in this hallway so I might as well go to class now. I enter the classroom, no one but the teacher here and I take my normal seat at the back. I sit next to the door just hoping I could sit by the window again like last year. The boy that sits there is so lucky, not only can he stare at the beautiful cherry blossoms tree and the scenery outside but he can also receive nice fresh air from that window. The same girls from earlier enter the room with a large amount of papers on their hands. They kept placing each and every paper on the desks of the students and because I am the only one here I just hope that they wouldn't pick a fight with me.

Two papers are placed on my desk and the girls walk away with grins, smirks, and giggles. Those type of giggles that can make any moment seem wrong. I stare at the two blank papers on my desk feeling the worst out of everything and when I turned it around I wasn't even too surprised that these bitches would do this. It seems someone decided to be creative for once and make an image of my head stuck on a Gorilla's body. ' Ha ha so funny nice try.' I say sarcastically inside my head. I switch my gaze at the second paper laid neatly on my desk and I also choose to pick it up. It is just a simple picture of me at the school grounds and there are a lot of hurtful words written in red marker. My eyes were crossed out and one of the sentences mention something about me committing suicide. To me I take this to heart because they don't know I risked losing my life on suicide but then I was saved. I actually wonder what might happen if I actually killed myself? Would Hoseok have found another best friend? I bet he would. Will I be missed? Will they feel sorry for thinking lowly of me without getting to know me? What ever it is I am really curious, but not curious enough to find out.