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His Training

" And when it comes to Jeon Jungkook, I'll handle him on my own."

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The best way to know if someone truly loves you for who you are as a person, is if one day you exit your room looking like what people consider " Ugly" and if He or she still reaches out to you kiss you and says they still love you then you are a lucky person. Someone who doesn't command you to be or dress a certain way because they think it makes you look 'better.' Someone who doesn't play you, or love you because of your appearance. I manipulate myself with this set of mind, growing to learn that this is real love and from that I concluded that love at first sight doesn't exist! Honestly It's a sweet thought and I've read many novels about it and I have seen those saccharine movies where the leading male protagonist struggles and faces challenges before receiving the leading lady protagonist heart. I'm positive we all know it's just fantasies. Fantasies to cure our hearts, to keep us sane, that "love" is important, and learn some part of love. But lately  certain people criticize love as a whole, I'm not sure why since I think differently and that supposedly makes me weird. They don't understand my point in what love is to me, Instead they focus on the beauty scale and they believe it's all about the sex and pleasure that you get from your partner. When someone "falls in love at first sight" they are literally looking at that person's appearance! How is that really falling in love? They don't look at the person for he or she is, He may be beautiful in the outside but what is he really like as a person? Kind? sweet? funny?mean? selfish? self focused? No one knows for sure until you get to know the person.  It's time to stop looking at the book cover instead of all of those white filled pages with ink. Looks don't determine a person.  I personally believe love at first sight does not exist-

Jungkook impales his straw inside the orange box of mango juice after a total of twelve minutes writing or rather said ranting on this piece of paper he took inside Hoseok's book bag; to pour all of his thoughts and feelings. It doesn't take a magician to figure out whom he was peaking about. Kim Taehyung. He has trained himself for two months to not care about someone so insignificant like him, he was supposed to mean nothing yet he is able to easily make him feel some kind of way that was not positive at all. Truth is Taehyung is significant. He represents who Jungkook is now as a person, he represents Jungkook's change of appearance and strong attitude. It is him who Jungkook worries and thinks of now, how shocked and surprised he felt when he basically got attacked by Taehyung in the mall, when Taehyung found him inside the school and asked him out, and when he saw him at the birthday party with his friends Taehyung had wanted to speak but Jungkook felt as if he were weak and refused to give in. " He doesn't even remember me..." Jungkook softly breathes, closing his eyes  as a single tear crawls out of his eyes. He crumbles the paper after giving it a title and begins a new page, new feelings.

He was given a chance to have what would have been so sweet, but the boy was too plain and ugly to get accepted by them.  He was too dumb to realize how fake his crush was, actually perhaps he knew yet he still risked it. How stupid, now the boy got punished and learned a lesson so he's very thankful because he learned how to be more cautious next time, Now he knows who and what to look for. Someone who knows him, someone who truly loves him for him and wouldn't care about how different he is from everyone else is-

Jungkook wipes that tear and smiles so brightly that the clouds could have gone away but saldy weather doesn't change based on someone's happiness. This is his training. Something he has been doing for two months, manipulating himself to forget Taehyung and arise his new hero Park Jimin. Hearing a shuffling noise behind him Jungkook halts his writing and the swaying of his rocking chair that was put purposely put in front of the window. " Hopie?" Jungkook looks behind still unable to determine whether or not Hoseok finally awoke or not. The room remained silent until Hoseok groans loudly before sitting up on his queen size bed. " Finally you wake up," Jungkook starts again. " You have been sleeping for so long I was beginning to think that you died." The younger boy softly giggles before quickly crumbling the new piece of paper so that Hoseok does not see any of it.