He's my dirty little secret~ Jack Gilinsky

Chapter 12

I awoke groggily and reached for Jack but my hand fell and hit the sheets. My eyes opened properly, my bed was empty on his side, I looked around the room and all evidence from last night had gone.  The blanket was folded neatly on the fouton at the end of my bed, my nightshirt was hung over my desk chair and the duvet was back on the bed, draped over me. Was he ashamed of me? Of what happened last night?

I checked my phone to see messages after messages...

From Jamie: Heyy girl, I  tried waking you up but you were like a rock. You were exhausted yesterday so I told my mom you were ill, she rang the school for you so you have the day off!! lucky you, I have science next with Mr Tucker... KMN xxxx

I looked at the time and it read 12:38 so I would've been late anyway aha.

From Nash: Where are you? I'mm boreeeedd come save meeeee!

From JJ: Hope you're feeling better, Jamie just told us you have the day off, everyone is missing you xx

I replied to all the messages I had and finally dragged myself out of bed, I quickly threw on a shorts and vest top set and trudged downstairs. I still felt a twinge of pain after last night, but it wasn't like a bad pain, almost as if it was just a little reminder. I smiled to myself as I walked through to the kitchen and took a vitamin water out of the fridge and a slice of the leftover pizza from last night. Not gonna lie but I'm surprised there was any left ahaha.

I sat at the kitchen island and grabbed a straw out of the drawer next to me- because everything tastes better through a straw- I scrolled through my twitter feed out of complete boredom, I came across a few tweets from Jack.

@JackGilinsky: the best relationships start off as friends...

@JackGilinsky: I turned out liking you a whole lot more than I originally planned...

@JackGilinsky: we're more than friends, but less than a couple.

They were all being retweeted like crazy, everyone was making guesses at who it could be as well, was it about me? Or some other girl? I wanted it to be about me, its almost as if I was his little secret. I mean like no one knows that things have happened between us, I feel like he must be ashamed of me or something.

To let him know I had seen the tweets I favorited the last one being about friends but less than a couple. It only took a few minutes until he texted me.

From Jack: hey :) x

To Jack: sup dude :D

From Jack: You saw them? x

I wanted to make him say it, and tell me who the tweets were for.

To Jack: saw what? x

From Jack: the urm the tweets x

To Jack: oh right, I think your @ button is broken. x

From Jack: yeah well I know that if certain people found out about my feelings for that particular person then it would start a lot of problems x

the way he just explained it made it really sound like he was talking about someone else

To Jack: oh.

From Jack: I'm sorry x

To Jack: for what?

From Jack: about this morning, for not being there when you woke up but I had school and Jamie kept banging on the door so I left when she went back to her room so we weren't caught x