Chapter 4

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Chapter 4

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Ellie's Point of View

--At Lunch--

I'm sitting all alone at a table in the cafeteria. It's so frickin' boring without Nicole!

I see Niall and his group of friends sitting at a table.

Should I go over?

Nah! I'll interrupt their conversion if I go.

Okay... I'll go. Only because I'm so bored.

I walk over to the table and I sit beside Niall. "Hey" I say smiling. "Niall! Your never told us you had a girlfriend!" A curly haired boy gasps. I laugh, "We're not dating".

"Oh..." He trails off.

"Ell. These are my friends, Harry, Liam, Zayn and Louis" He states. "Hello" I say smiling. "Boys, this is Ellie" Niall states. They all wave at me.

"What brings you here?" Louis asks. "Ya know, my feet" I laugh mocking Niall. Niall rolls his eyes at me. "Seriously" Louis says. "My best friend, Nicole, is gone to a wedding and I'm like all lonely" I explain. "Don't you have other friends?" Zayn asks. "So you don't want me here!" I gasp.

The boys laugh, "We do" They all say in unison.

"No I don't have other friends" I state.

"You're in the same English class as me, right?" Liam asks. I nod. 

Nicole's Point of View

I'm not actually going to a wedding today. I just thought I need a break from school.

Why?

Well I get bullied. Who bullies me?

Avril.

Yes, Avril.

She's the downside to my life. I absolutely dread going to school.

I hate school.

I hate everything.

I hate everyone.

I hate Avril!

Well I don't hate everyone. The only people I actually like in school are Ellie and... Just Ellie.

Ellie doesn't know I selfharm or get bullied. I try hide it all the time. Whenever people look at me they think; "Oh look, It's that bubbly brown haired girl!". But in the inside I'm insecure, weak, lonely and depressed.

Uggghh! Should I just put my life to an end? It's so fucking hard!

Ellie's Point of View

"Why does this juice box have real fruit juice written on the side?" Louis asks. We all ignore his question. "Fine then, don't answer my question" Louis huffs as he crosses his arms.

-10:00-

I pull my phone off my nightstand, I decide to call Nicole since I haven't talked to her all day!

I quickly dial her number. After 3 rings, she picks up.

"Hey, how was your day?" I ask. "Uh... good. How about you?" She asks.

She sounds like she was just crying.

"Mine was boring without you" I state.

Nicole laughs. "I'm gonna go now. See you tomorrow" She says. "Okay, bye" I say and I hang up.

Nicole's Point of View

I'm gonna leave.

Leave forever.

Leave this world.

My whole family is sleeping so nobody is gonna see.

I'm gonna...

commit suicide.

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{This chapter was a filler/bridging one}

[The next one will be better] xxx

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