Chapter 21:
We waited in the waiting room for hours. Just waiting for a response from Cameron. After a while, the boys went to eat and go back to the hotel to rest some. I stayed with Cam. They finally called me back into the room. I went and sat next to him. "He's hooked up to life support. He cant breathe on his own. We aren't sure where its going from here honestly. If you need anything, call." And with that he left the room. I laid down next to Cameron. He looked at me, and gave me a half smile. I kissed his forehead. "It'll be okay. I promise. You have to stay strong though Cameron. And if you feel different, you have to let me know.." He nodded his head yes. I laid my head down next to mine, and looked at him. My whole world was crashing down. And more than that, I have to sit in this god awful guilt knowing that this was all my fault. As I laid there, Cameron fell asleep. And I dozed off too. I had a terrible dream, I was running through the hospital halls, and no one was there. I was all alone, and Cameron was fading, fast. And there was no one to help him. No one at all. I woke up, sweating. Panting. I looked around, and Cameron wasn't there. I jumped up, noticing all of the machines had been turned off and unplugged. I was happy. Maybe he had mad some miraculous recovery and we could go home and be normal again. I ran into the hall, and all of the nurses looked at me, with long, heartfelt faces. "W-w-whats wrong? Why are you all looking at me like that?" I asked. The nurse who had been the initial caregiver for Cameron came over to me and pulled me into the room. "There is no easy way to tell you this." she said with a long pause. "But last night, Cameron passed in his sleep. It was peaceful, and he was in no pain." she finished. My eyes filled with tears, then it turned to streams falling down my face. No, theres no way this is real. "You wanna know something?" she asked me. I looked at her waiting for an answer. "When we came in, he had his arms wrapped around you, kissing your forehead. You must have been something special. He used his last movements and breath to prove to you he loved you. You had a good man." She said. Yeah, had. I had a good man, and now he's gone. Completely forever. Because of me. Because I'm a selfish bitch and couldn't stand to see him happy. Cameron Dallas is dead because of me. And my heart has never felt more broken.
A/n: Im sorry its been forever!!! But ive been sooooo busy! Don't worry, the book isn't over yet! Still a few more chapters left. I love you guys! Don't cry too much. Its just a story ;) <3
