Chapter 28:
Me and Carter walked in, and everyone was sleeping. I headed up to mine and Cameron's room. He was propped up watching tv. "Hey baby. Come here." he said. I walked over, and laid next to him. He put his hand on my stomach. And rolled over to face me. We both drifted to sleep. I woke up, and all of the boys were downstairs. They were making pancakes and eggs and bacon and sausage. At first I was drooling, excited to eat. But as soon as I smelt bacon, I ran to the bathroom and threw up everywhere. "Dude go check on her." Nash said. "Nah, she does this every morning. She's okay. Trust me." Cameron said with a smirk. They guys continued eating. I walked back out there after brushing my teeth. "Well goodmorning to you too." Taylor said, smartassy. I flipped him off and sat down and got some cereal. Me and Carter kept making eye contact. Not awkward eye contact, but flirty, weird, I wanna fuck you eye contact. After we was all done eating, we all fought over the showers. We were blaring Pandora through the house while we all got ready. We were gonna take the Range Rover around town and just ride around and bullshit. When we were all ready, we piled in. Me and Cameron up front, Taylor, Carter, and Nash in the middle, and Shawn was in the back. We stopped at Dunkin so I could get coffee. "Dude can we go to the mall?" Nash asked. "Yeah if you wanna get mugged by horny teenage girls all fucking day." Taylor said. Damn he was such a smart ass. "I wanna go to the mall." I said, quietly. "And the lady gets what she wants. Leggggo." Nash said. So that's what we did. We went to the mall. As soon as we got out, girls started running over to our car. "OMG CAMERON CAN YOU SIGN MY SHIRT, OMG TAYLOR CAN I HAVE YOUR BANDANA? OMG CARTER I LOVE YOU." Girls were screaming all of that shit. I ducked through them and started walking towards the door. I would catch up with Cameron later. And honestly I wanted some alone time. I spent all my time with the boys, and I just want me and baby time. I walked into the Babies'R'Us store, and I fell in love with everything. I was really hoping we were having a boy, so I directed all my attention towards the boys stuff. I was in the crib isle, and I felt arms wrap around my waist. "You want a boy, don't you babe?" Cameron asked. I nodded, rubbing my hand over the fabric on the quilt. "Me too! I wanna throw football with him and jump on trampolines together and shoot basketball and ride dirt bikes!" He said, like a child. I laughed. And we started thumbing through all the cribs and clothes. The more I looked at all the stuff, the more excited I became for this baby. Boy or girl, I would love it, and I would have the most perfect life with Cameron. The only thing we bought that day was a stroller, and we were having it shipped to our house to avoid the drama of all the fans seeing it. We left the baby store, and headed to Zumies, so Cameron could do some shopping. He bought Volcom and Obey stuff, and Nash and Carter had a hay day in there too. Cameron ended up spending $350. "Listen babe, I know we have money, but we also have a baby on the way. So we cant go too crazy.." I said as we were leaving Zumies. "YOU AND CAMERON ARE HAVING A BABY?!!" A girl yelled from behind us. "See what ya do?" Cameron asked playfully. He turned to the girl. "Yeah, she's pregnant." The girl gasped. "But don't tell anyone. I'm gonna post a tweet later on, okay?" He said sincerely. She nodded, and Cameron hugged her. "I'm happy for you.." She said smiling. She took a picture with Cameron, and then she left. "I'm ready to go home." I said, leaning on Cameron as we walked through the mall. He smiled, called Taylor, and told everyone to meet at the car. "We're gonna go back to the house, but you can come back out if you want to." He said to the other guys. When we got home, Cameron agreed to go back out with the guys. "I'm gonna stay in." Carter said. I looked at him funny. Oh god. Why. Why is he not leaving. The guys left, and me and Carter stood in the kitchen. "Soooo why did you not go back out?" I asked, looking at him over my water bottle. "Oh ya know. I'm just...tired." He said, walking over towards me. He pulled me into him, looking right into my eyes. "I know its wrong, but it feels so right.." Carter whispered to me. He connected his lips to mine. God why was this so perfect... He rubbed his hands down my back, tucking his thumbs into the rim of my jeans. He pulled me even closer to him. I wish I could tell you what was going through my mind, but it was nothing. I couldn't think. I knew it was wrong, but he was right. It felt right. He ran a hand over my stomach. I pulled away. "Carter this is wrong. I'm pregnant. With Cameron's baby.." I said. "Nuh uh uh. Cameron or Jack's baby. You don't even know. That's the thing, you don't have a problem with sleeping around, and I'm pretty sure its my turn." I gasped. "Are you fucking serious?! I will tell Cameron about this!" I said, grabbing my phone. "And tell him what Allie? You were making out with his bestfriend, how the baby might not be his, how you cant keep your hands off me? No matter what you do, you lose. So go ahead, call him.." He said, with an asshole smirk. Carter was right, no matter what I tell Cameron, I lose.
Hey guys. I know, you hate me its been 2 weeks. Im lazy. and I am sorry. BUT MY BIRTHDAY IS TUESDAY BITCHESSSS. I'll be the big 17. <333 And I will try to update 2 more times this week, but I am going to a cabin next weekend so I know I wont be updating next weekend. And I also know that it wont be 2 weeks before I update again. I know this chapter is shitty, but I have writers block. Bad. Anyway, I love you guys so so so so much. <3
-A
