Undeserving
I don't deserve anything in my life. For the friends that check up on me to make sure I'm okay ,I don't deserve that kind of love.
You keep me going.
Thank you.
toujours
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the entry to start
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here's another part
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trying not to let this new idea fall apart
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can't stop the beat of my heart
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i think i'll be fine
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i'd be lying if i said i wasn't trying
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it'd also be a lie if i said i didn't wanna die
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but it's okay, i'll be here to see another day
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i'll just close my eyes and believe your lies, but only for today
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then tomorrow i'll wake up and pretend that everything went my way
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so close your eyes and please pray
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that when i see them again i'll be okay
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let me fight
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i just wanted a glimpse of the light
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i don't want to lose tonight
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i'm probably not alright
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you pretend a noose is a kite
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you're praying you'll take flight
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i'm worried about what's going to happen after tonight
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please don't take your life
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your words cut like a knife
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flowers for you
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for the boy with the sunrise hue
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this is for you
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still falling helpless
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while you stand there///selfish
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there is nothing you can do that could help this
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a person like me is easy to miss
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just leave me to cry and cross me off the list
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then i'll turn to my worst nights and welcome them with a kiss
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keep singing and ill just forget
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that me and you have never met
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just thinking about everything i could get
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don't be afraid, it's okay to cry
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in the end it won't matter if i live or die
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you were my only high
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i'd rather you tell me lies
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than cheer me on up through the climb
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my life feels as worthless as a dime
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loving you feels like a crime
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but if the love is returned, it'll be fine
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you aren't worth all this crying
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spare me the pleasantries
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this is the indecency
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you're the only one i want to see
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it's always me.
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now i'm the one starting to bleed
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