Ecstasy
Sounds pleasurable. Wherever you are find me and maybe we can find it together.
now this is a transition
I want to feel something but when I do it's always fear or anxiety or emptiness. I know, I know at some point in my life I will be better i will be okay. Right now though, what I'm living through now, is what I'm going through. Not today or tomorrow, now. And I'm struggling to find the "okay" in the now. It just feels like I'm pretending sometimes. Where does this end?
This makes no sense and I want to say I'm sorry for the rant but really thanks for reading it if you did
