Mystery Goth Girl

Fourteen

A/N mature content ahead, please don't hate either. Thank you xx
London's pov
Ryan and I drive to where we always use to hang out, before Taliesha tried to control him, just a small lake surrounded by trees. We set ourselves on an old tree stump close to the edge and watch the sunlight glitter off the rippling water.
"I knew you would look good in that, like you always did, but I guess it enhanced since I'm not blinded and controlled by her anymore," I sigh and push my head into his chest a little.
"Really? Wow Ryan," I laugh and take my wig off, he looks shocked, "I don't need this around you. You know everything about me, I mean, what guy would keep half his best girl friends wardrobe at his place for when she would run away? And visa versa, I know you and you know me," I sigh. I smirk at my evil little thought, hmm, I want to go for a swim. I stand up suddenly and strip down to my underwear.
"Lon, what are you doing?" I turn and smirk at him, winking, I jump into the lake. I hear laughter when I come up and wipe all my make up off and look up at Ryan. His shirt is now off, showing his muscles, God he works out a lot, his abs look rock hard and his arms look nice and gorgeous, his chiseled jawline looks even more prominent in this light. I blush and loo away as he takes of his shoes, socks and jeans, then he proceeds to follow me into the lake.
"We haven't done this in so long, Lon Lon," he hasn't called me that since we left primary school.
"I know, we were kids last time we-" I'm cut off by a sudden action, not a splash like usual, but his lips pressed against mine in a soft yet dominant kiss. I take his hair in my hand and kiss him back before I realise the events of last night.
"We shouldn't," I pull away.
"We should, I just didn't realise that you were what I was looking for until now, haven't you realised that you have only one or no flashes with me?" He so right.
"But the timing, it's off isn't it?" He chuckles.
"You know that Zach and Miely have been betting on when we were going to do this since middle school?" I dropped my jaw.
"What? And she didn't tell me?" I try to stay serious but it doesn't work, we both end up laughing. He pulls me into his arms and kisses me again but this time neither of us pull away and the kiss is heaven, not as sparkly as I though it would be, but hey it's still fantastic.

Once we get out of the lake and finish our make out session, we go back to our clothes and sit in the sun to dry off. I lay in his arms as he twirls my dark, now curly, hair around his finger, with age my hair has gone curly but I straighten it a lot so it's still mostly wavy a lot of the time. I trace my index finger over his chest as it rises and falls at a steady pace.
"Ryan, did you know that I liked you for a while?" I sighed, my voice shaking as I ask the question.
"No, I just went with my own gut feeling," he sighs and looks at me, "and I'd like to follow it now, but I'm nervous."
"Nervous for what?" I sit up slightly and look him in the eyes.
"I want to be with you, I don't quite mean,-" it clicks and I kiss him.
"I'm okay with that, Ryan," he looks taken aback.
"But, it will be your first time won't it?" I nod, "are you sure? I don't want anything bad and I really don't want to hurt you?" It sounded more like a question.
"I trust you, Ryan. I know you won't hurt me," he smiles and I lean in and gently kiss him, climbing on top of him and the kiss heats up. Ryan slides a hand up my back, sending shivers down my spine, his other hand suddenly grasps my arse. I yelp in surprise and he uses this to his advantage by sliding his tongue into my mouth. I allow him to continue but for some reason I'm not enjoying as much as I thought. We slide off what's left of our clothing and he rolls on top of me, gently sliding in to my wetness. I groan in slight pain as he pushes and he stops.
"Are you okay?" I nod, "are you sure you want this?" I nod again. He doesn't look convinced.
"I need words Lon, nodding isn't going to work."
"It hurts but I want to, please Ryan." He nods and gently pushes himself in further inside me. It hurts for another minute or two before the pain is replaced with a strange strong sense of pleasure.
"Ryan, condo-"
"Already done it, Lon, I'm amazed you didn't realise." He smiles and I return the smile. He begins to slowly thrust and it doesn't hurt anymore at all, it's just pleasure. It's amazing.

"Ryan, I didn't think it would be that painful I'm quite sore," I whine in a little and wince.
"It's alright, trust me, just relax." He soothes in my ear, drowsiness starts to consume me. Who knew this could make you so tired? I get into my clothes and snuggle against Ryan who is clothed also. What a weird experience, now that it's over, I feel like I betrayed someone by doing this even though we stopped after a few seconds once I said yes, it was too much. Who did I betray though? I know that they are important to me now, in time, but who and why?