Empire State (Ronnie Banks)

08. Initiation I

AN: I decided to start off this chapter with a little bit info about Omarion, Damian, Lanie, Chloe whatever lol. The song on the right describes how Lanie feels whatever lol

Omarion's POV

     I picked up Lanie from her job as we started to go somewhere to eat. I wanted to get to know her, I wanted her to know how I felt about her. I loved her.

"So, how was Chicago?" she asked.

"It was good. Although, I missed you so much," I said as I grabbed her hand and held it.

     Lanie was my first girlfriend ever. We met in the 10th grade, long after Ronnie was gone to start his early career in california. She was beautiful. She had cold green eyes and a beautiful smile. She had long brown hair. (It's blondish reddish right now) We had an amazing relationship until I made the worst mistake of my life. I cheated on her. Eventually, she found out and broke up with me. We dated for almost two years and we broke up early in my senior year. It was the worst year without her. I didn't even have a date to Prom and I am fucking good looking, okay? I can dance and I'm just fierce. The girl that I cheated on Lanie with refused to go to the dance with me. I danced with my own sister because I was so lonely. 

She slowly pulled away, "I'm sorry. I don't think I'm ready yet," 

     She didn't want me to hurt her again. I wasn't going to hurt her. I wanted to settle down with her, have beautiful little Omarions running around my house but I doubted she'd let that happen. She slowly chuckled as she pulled her hair away from her face. I loved her million dollar smile and sometimes, I'd wish she smiled all the day.

"I'm sorry," I said softly.

She softly grinned as she kissed my cheek and walked out of the restaurant, "Goodbye."

Why didn't she let me take her home? I thought as I ran after her.

Then, I saw it.

     A guy with dreads was waiting for her outside. He gave her a kiss on the lips, "Hey baby, you finished with that jit?" 

"Jit?" I said as I walked behind them angrily, "I'm 6 fucking 1, I'm fucking taller than you." 

The guy looked at me embarrassingly, knowing the fact he's shorter. (5"10)

"What 'chu doing with this nigga?" I asked angrily.

"Um, I can explain------" Lanie said nervously.

     "He's your boyfriend, huh? You know what? You don't have to explain anything to me! I'm finished with you. I've been wasting my time and my money on you for you to be messing around------" I got cut off.

"You cheated on me! You never loved me, you hypocrite!" Lanie said crying.

     "Hypocrite? Look who's talking. You're the one that's been playing me. I was fucking 16 years old, I was a kid who made a mistake and learned from it. You're fucking 19 years old, Lanie. You're a grown ass woman making the same mistake I did and you're calling me a hypocrite? Get out of my face. I'm done loving your slutty ass," I said as I walked away towards my var.