“Envy shoots at others and wounds itself”
-Unknown
Chapter Seven...
Envy...
Here we go...
He's coming...
What could he possibly want now?
No, I refuse to stay here and listen to his ass. I'm leav-
"Ryu, Where are you goin'?" Great. Trapped.
"Just going outside to get some fresh air. That's all..Do you need something Dad?" I spoke with an exhuasted tone, I swear my 18th birthday can't come quick enough for me, My gorilla of a father made a hmph noise before he spoke,"Your brother needs help with his car. Since you know so much about cars go help him."
"Damien knows more about cars then I do. Why can't he do it on his own?"
"Your not doing anything else but laying around. Go do something constructive with yourself. I'm not going to ask you again. Go help your brother or suffer-"
"Alright. Alright. God." I cut him off, That was a terrible thing to do i was just getting tired of him speaking it was getting on my nerves.
"Don't you cut me off again Ryu. I'm sick of you. You never do anything all you do is 'Go out to get air' what do you even do outside! Nothing. You just take up living space when you turn 18 you get your ass out of my house. You don't have a job or do anything so what is your use? Go help your fucking brother." He scolded after walking away in his own arrogance, Really and truthfully I hate my father. I can honestly say that I hate that man all he ever does with my mom is give me dirty ass looks and scoldings. Religious families. I just had to be in one..Fuck my life yo.
Stepping outside in the nice Florida heat sort of calmed me down inhaling that fresh air seemed to wash everything thing away if only...If only I could just run. Run for miles without worrying about nothing. It's going to be just me and me alone. Nothing holding me back. Nothing. It's going to be me against it all and I'll be damned if anyone stops me, Turning the corner around my house I saw a classic muscle car I'll say a 1967 Pontiac GTO was blaring music so loud that the neighbors way down the block got of their houses to see what the commotion was. This car had a nice lime green paint job not to overwhelming or it would lose it classic feel, The car was...amazing.
God, I can only wish that I had a car like that...My brother wheeled himself from under the car with a couple of grease stains on his bare chest he had a wrench in his left hand and a rag in the other. My older brother, Louie was the golden child in the family. Gold figure. He was the star football player and A student in high school he has a ton of girls after him, he has the perfect body a wicked awesome personality...he is just....perfect. Not to mention he has my parents love. All those things I wish I could acquire but not matter how much I try it's never going to happen, Sometimes I feel as if I'm alone in this world like I feel when my father tells me that I'm a waste of living space I believe it. Cause I have nothing to show for that I'm worth living on this earth anymore.
"Aye!Yo! Ry! Watch yourself!" Suddenly I was engulfed in darkness and my air supply was being cut short, What's happening! It took me a hot second to realized that I was being bear hugged to death,"Ohdearbrother! I just saved you from that awful leave about to hit you on your head! You had no idea! That leave looked so sharp and dangerous.
He was the first always: Fortune
Shone bright in his face.
I fought for years; with no effort
He conquered the place:
We ran; my feet were all beeding,
But he won the race.
Spite of his many successes,
Men loved him the same;
My one pale ray of good fortune
Met scoffing and blame.
When we erred, they gave him pity,
But me -- only shame.
"You fucking idiot! How could you not tell me that your brother was leaving!"
"I was trying to tell you but you were about to hit me with a bottle!"
"Your are a fuck up you know that! Your brother is in the hospital because of your stupidty!"
"My stupidtiy! You wouldn't listen! You never listen! You always seem to think that I'm lying about something when I'm actually tell the fucking truth!"
"Don't give me that! You're a fuck up and you will always be! You are a waste! You understand me! A fucking waste!"
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أدب المراهقينA/N: This is JUST THE INTRODUCTION! So, The chapters are short. ^-^ -Es "You know your the only one who can save me from myself right?" "Fully aware." "Do you realize that I love you just as much as you love me?" "Fully aware." "...We both have t...
