A Gift from God

I still love you!

Wooyoung Pov

It been a week since Jieun didn't come to school. I ask Jiyeon but i think she heard about what i did too because she wouldn't even look at me. The boys also said that i did her really wrong. After seeing her walk away crying it kind of make me feel something. But i mean she could've just walk away too when i said " i love you " it was her fault for falling for me. There is no sight of her, i can't ask anyone else since i don't want anyone to think i have a thing with her. While thinking the classroom door  fly open. Our teacher walk in and then a another student follow in. Who is this guy ? He seem like he is a tough guy.
" hello class " teacher said
" hello" everyone welcome her.
" We have a new transfer student here, he just came back from the state. So please be nice to him and welcome him . Now introduce yourself " my teacher said as she turn to him.
" Good morning everyone , My name is taeyang, It's nice meeting all of you and please take care of me" he introduce and the teacher put him right behide where Jieun sit. Ugh! Jieun jieun thats all that come into my head. Such a bother.
Taeyang Pov

I've been wondering if i should go to school the whole week last week but i didn't have the courage to go there and see Jieun so i waited a week. When i got to school i saw Jiyeon and she was alone so i asked her and she said that Jieun was still sick and haven't come to school. Phew now i can breath . Why am i still so nervous to see her? Just like on our first date waiting for her at the cafe near her house. I'm worried tho. Her mom usually force her to school unless she is feeling very unwell.
I went into the office and the teacher take me to my class. I introduce myself and take my sit. The teacher start teaching and talking i couldn't constatrate. I wonder what class Jieun is in. I should've have ask Jiyeon so that i wouldn't be in the same class as her. Aishhh. It's too late now but she might be in this class either so i shouldn't worry.
That's when the door open and here come in Jieun. With her school uniform in her tiny body with her long black hair. She still look the same always beautiful. But oh no what if she see me , is she in this class ? I am in trouble !! She didn't look up at all , she just apology to the teacher for being late and come toward my sit. Wait did she see me? Is she comig toward me? she just  sat down in the chair infront of me .  She take out her stuff and start writing down what the teacher have on the board. I couldn't take my eyes of her. I haven't see her in two years, she don't look healthy. The bell rang and she still never look back. Everyone got up and went to get some lunch. Jieun just sit down and look out the window, thats when the guy next to her said something to her and she just stood up and turn. Booom her eyes was so wide she saw me. I couldn;t say anything i was froze.
" Oppa.." she said, there was tears falling down her face, was this from me and this guy ? I didn't know what to say.
Just when i open my mouth to say something she ran away. I followed her.
She stop by the school garden and cry . I walk toward her " Iu " i said.
" Oppa when did you come back? I thought u said you're never coming back ? " she asked.
i walk toward her so i can wipe her tears but she scoop back. " i just got back a few days ago, i just think it's getting boring there so." i said. That wasn't the truth. It was fun there but the two years without her was a pain. I miss her so much that i came back. At first i just want to see her but seeing her at the hospital i want to be with her and make her happy .
she just sat quietly for awhile and finally stop crying. " aw i see, are you staying here for good then ?" she asked smiling.
'" Yea, and what's wrong ?why are you crying ? Did i surprise you ?"
" nothing , i was just a little surprise, i'm sorry i really didn't want you to see me like this especially on the first time seeing me since you got back" she said arkwardly. We just have an awkward silence and i finally tell her that we should go back in and eat. We sat in the same lunch with jiyeon and we just talk about the old time when we all use to hang out.  No one mention anything about us two.
Wooyoung Pov

Ugh! class is so boring. The door open and Jieun walk in . Finally she's here. Why does she look so tired. I try to wave at her so that it wouldn't be too awkward when she come sit but she didn't look up at all. She just take a sit and start taking note. I said goodmorning like nothing happen and try to talk to her since it work the other time. But she just keeo ignoring me. Am i invicible? so i just quit and just wait until the bell ring so i can talk to her. After the bell ring i said hey again but she just stood up, So i said " What wrong with you? why do you keep ignoring me ? i know i did wrong but is it because i kiss you ? don't worry i didn't want to kiss you anyway " i was so mad. It make me mad that she don't talk because she usually always have something to say back. It make me mad that she won't even look at me . But more than that when she stood and try to walk away from me even more mad. She just look at me straight into the eyes with tear falling down. At that moment my body feel numb i couldn't move or say anything. Her eyes they were so sad , it hurt me . I never felt this way toward anybody before. I want to hug her and confront her and say i am sorry . But none of those word came out. Why did i say something so dumb, i try to hug her but she turn around.
" Oppa,," she said , she was looking at the transfer kid. He seem shock too. How did they know each other . Then jieun ran out and he followed. What is this? Who is that guy ? Why did she call him oppa ?
Jieun Pov

I went home that day from the hospital after a few hours. Surprisingly i wasn't that sad anymore. My heart was numb i couldn't feel anything but it was so empty, I didn't want to go to school , My mom said that i can stay home the whole week so i did. But today she force me to go. I didn't want to go, i didn't want to see him. I wait outside of the classroom for like 10 min deciding whether to go in or not.
I finally decided that i should go in , i mean i will have to see him soon anyway. I walk in and apology to the teacher.  I didn't look up at all. I sit down and he said goodmoring. Such a heartless jerk , he's acting like nothing is wrong again so i just ignore him. It was so hard ignoring him , because i just wanted to smack him. But i hold myself together. Finally the bell rung. i just sat and wait so he can get out first . He try talking to me agian so i stood up . He stop me and said  " What wrong with you? why do youkeep ignoring me ? i know i did wrong but is it because i kiss you ? don't worry i didn't want to kiss you anyway " i couldn't help it, my tear was falllig down. He didn't want to kiss me ? i didn't care about any of this but he said he love me ! I was blind, i was a fool for beieving in him. I turn and discover oppa taeyang. I was so surprise. How did he get here? did he hear us? What is this its a dream.
I thought i would just break out so i ran out to the garden. Taeyang followed me, it was so like him. No matter what happen or how bad of a position we are in he will never leave me alone when i cried. He always followed me. But i didn't want him to see me cry , especially right now. We have an awkward convo and had lunch. I was glad that jiyeon was there with us because it would've been really awkward with just us. Even thought we were childhood friend after we date everything change. I was glas No one mention that. It was like back in the day when we all just eat and talk about just random thing. wooyoung was no sight to be found. After lunch we go back to our class and Wooyoung still in his desk just sitting down listening to music. I was glad i have Oppa at that time because i didn't have to be alone with wooyoung. Oppa talk about how he been until the teacher came in.
After school was over taeyang oppa said he will drop me home so i agreed and went with him. But instead of going home he stop by the cafe  by our house. I havent been there since the day he left. It was close to my house but everytime i go in there it keep remind me of him. But now he is right next to me. Just like the good old day. We went into the cafe and Taeyang went straight into our sit. It was the sit where we have our first date, but it was also where we decided to break up.I really didn't want to sit there but teayang already sat down so i just follow along. We order the usual and just look aound. Then he finally said " Jieun-ah " his voice was so sweet.
" Hmm " i look up at him , kind of suspicious.
" To be honest , i really miss you. I didn't come back because it was boring there, there was so many things to do there but it's not fun without you. The whole 2 years i couldn't forget about you. I miss how we always come here after school when i walk you home, i miss your voice when i wake up. I miss your kiss when i go to sleep, i just miss everything about you. I still love you Jieun-ahh " he said reaching out for my hand.
i couldn't say anything back. i have so many thing running through my head. I did too. I miss him everyday for the last 2 year but did he really love me at the time? If he did then why did he leave me here during my wrost condition ? BUt right now just for right now i still love wooyoung .