Dear Diary-
It's Vicky.
Duh.
Any who...
Do you ever feel like you're being watched? Not like, by a boy, but like, actually watched.
Wait how would you know, you're a journal?
Do you ever feel really stupid? Yep, that's me.
Juliet is taking me to a party tonight at her boyfriend's house to get my mind off Carter and I'm actually super nervous because I legit feel like eyes are on me at all times.
This feeling has never happened before and I have no idea what's going on. The only things really processing in my brain right now are people spying on me of course, and Carter.
In reality I'm trying really hard to just forget about him. He's a jerk, anyways, for being so blind to not look right in front of him. He's only got eyes for Evelyn.
Eyes.
People are watching me.
It's not just the curiosity of wondering what they are spying me for, but the buzzing ringing in my head and cold shivers down my spine kill.
I'm always biting my lip when I'm home alone without even noticing. I bet the whole "watching" thing is just my imagination. There's no proof.
The feeling creeps up on me all the time, ever since I woke up this morning at 6:00 am. Now it's 8:22 pm.
Shit.
I've got to get ready for that party or else Juliet will come and see me with my eyes stuck in a journal.
Eyes.
I'm being watched.
-Vick.
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- Non-diary POV -
Juliet and I walked into her boyfriend's house. It was pretty much a mansion. There were people at the edge of the pool, a dj with the sickest beat headphones, and every single guy was almost as hot as Carter.
There were drinks there, and I figured that since I had the chance, why not go for it?
I was wearing a short, cobalt skirt and a crochet white top. Juliet pinned my hair up into a bun, and let a few strands of my naturally wavy hair fall out to frame my face.
For once I thought I looked somewhat pretty.
But not even close to as pretty as Juliet.
She could get any guy within a flash. Her dark brown hair flowed around the metallic green, halter-top dress she wore. It fit her body perfectly, and her gold heels were stunning with it.
We met her boyfriend at the buffet. As they were walking away I saw him lightly tap her butt. She didn't even flinch.
She must be used to it.
Right whenever a slow song came on I immediately thought of Carter.
I stopped myself. I wasn't going to think about him this entire time. This trip was supposed to get my mind off of him.
I hovered in the shadows in the corner of the main party room. I sipped my drink and was starting to feel a little sleepy until I spotted two people I least wanted to see tonight.
You guessed it-
Evelyn and Carter.
I sucked in my cheeks and started to stumble away from the scene slowly so he wouldn't notice me standing there.
Who am I kidding, he wouldn't notice me, anyways.
It was then that I smelled the wreak of alcohol in someone's breath next to my ear.
"Hey babe," said an unfamiliar voice only millimeters away from me. "Wanna show me what that ass is good for?"
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RomanceThe only thing keeping Vicky Reed together now is her diary. The struggle for Carter's attention is endless. And what's in the way? Reality.