Innocent // Hayes Grier

03~ I want you

+Kyara pov+

Tears stream down my cheeks as I'm sitting in bed. Losing friends is harder than losing boyfriends. My best friend or old best friend Arianna decided to start dating my ex boyfriend who cheated on me and in the process expose me to a whole group of people. I just found out even though it started a couple weeks ago, honestly I hope he cheats on her too. I wipe my eyes and text Nash to see if he's home. I've been having problems with Nash lately too, but I just need to talk to someone right now. I put on my Air Forces and go over to his house even though he hasn't reply to my texts.

I only have to walk down a block and I'm already on his porch ringing the doorbell. I wait a long time for the door to unlock, but it's not Nash like I normally see. Instead it's Hayes and he looks surprised to see me "Kyara, hi. Nash isn't here him and my mom literally just left to go see a movie with Sky." He says awkwardly.

Now it makes sense why he wasn't answering my texts. "Ah fuck of course. Why didn't you go?" I look him up and down and throw my head back. I was really trying to talk to Nash right now.

"Because, I wasn't in the mood to deal with Nash today." He says holding onto the door. "Are you okay?" He asks furrowing his eyebrows looking worried.

"I came here to talk to Nash, because I just went through some stuff with my friend, so I wanted to talk to someone about it." I explain looking up in his blue eyes.

His eyes soften and he opens his door more for me. "Here you can talk to me, I mean only if you want to." He says.

"Sure" I smile and walk into the familiar Grier house. I look over my shoulder to see him watching me from the same spot making me smile to myself ."Well where are we going?" I ask turning to him.

He closes the door and nods his head towards the stairs. I guess we're going to his room then oh god. This is weird. I sit down on his made bed first, then he sits next to me facing me. "You can tell me whatever you want." He says licking his lips at the end. My breath gets caught in my throat when he licks his lips. I shake my head and look down at his blue comforter that we're sitting on.

"No offense, but it'd be easier to tell Nash. Anyways, my best friend Arianna has been dating my ex that cheated on me. No one told me anything. Not even that she was exposing the stuff I've told her to other people. I don't even see why she'd do that. So we're not friends anymore. That's just hard because we were friends since 7th grade and now it's all gone. I mean you know what I mean right, losing a best friend hurts more than a relationship?" I explain what had happened quickly.

"I don't know what you mean, I've never been in a relationship. But yea, I bet losing a best friend hurts more." He says awkwardly. My eyes widen. He's never dated anyone?! That's surprising. Hayes is so hot even I would date him regardless of his age. "I'm sorry about your friend that's just wrong of her. If she's gonna hurt you like that you shouldn't care about her. Especially since she definitely wasn't caring about you when she was exposing you or dating someone who hurt you." He says raising his voice seeming almost angry.

"Your actually right, thanks Hayes." I smirk at him. "Can I ask you something? You don't have to answer it if you don't want to." I ask then bite my lip in nervousness.

He raises his eyebrows and says "Sure."

I shake my leg and look up at the ceiling. "Since you've never dated a girl does that mean you've never done anything with anyone?" I ask. I don't know where that came from that's just what I thought of when he said he's never been it's anyone.

His cheeks turn pink and he softly says "Yea, I've never done anything. It's embarrassing." He puts his heads in his hands.

I pull his wrists down so his head isn't in his hands anymore and say, "Hey don't worry about it, it's fine." His cheeks just turn more red after that. It's cute seeing him all flustered over such a small question. "Let's go get food from your fridge." I hop off his bed and leave his room without him knowing he's following behind me. What's going on with me and Nash? This interaction we're having is more than friends. I don't know if I have feelings for Nash's little brother. If I do it has to stop because I can't do this.

When I'm in the kitchen I get myself a cup of apple juice and grab the bag of Doritos. I hear Hayes footsteps come into the kitchen, but I keep my back to him. I don't hear anything so I back up to sit down at the island like I always do. I back up onto Hayes instead. My ass accidentally rubs up against him. I can feel the outline of his dick against me I let out a breath. I turn around so I'm facing him and we're back like we were the other day. There are only a couple inches in between our faces. Both of us are scanning each others faces not knowing what to do. I have the urge to kiss him. If I kiss him everything will change. I lean up and peck his lips. His jaw drops at me. Still no words are exchanged between us and that's alright.

I lean up back to his lips acting like I'm gonna kiss him, but instead grab the food and scatter off to the living room. I fucked up. I want him. Shit. We can't do anything. I keep my eyes focused on the black tv. Nothing is on it I'm just trying to avoid him. I gulp then look next to me at Hayes. His lips are plump and his cheeks have stayed red since what we talked about in his bedroom. He's so innocent and he's the hottest person I know. Then our eyes lock and he licks his lips. If it wasn't for that small little lick he did, everything would be fine. I put my legs next to each side of his thighs and connect our lips. Hayes puts a firm grip on my waist while i'm kissing him. He is following what I'm doing, it's going alright considering he's never done this before. I put my tongue in his mouth which surprises him. One of his hands leave my hips and grabs my ass instead. I let out a small gasp of surprise at his actions.

"Sorry about that." He mumbles under me.

I put my hand in his hair and say "It's fine. I liked that." I don't even finish my sentence before both of his hands are grabbing my ass. "You're so fucking innocent, I want you Hayes" I bite my lip know I shouldn't be saying this to Nash's little brother.

"I want you too, but what about Nash? We can't do this, please get off me" Hayes panics under me only worrying about his brother right now.

"Baby fuck Nash, don't worry about him. Focus on me" I say rocking my hips forward while kissing the younger boys neck at the same time.

"Bu- but I-I've never been with anyone before." Hayes mumbles embarrassed again.

"Look, Don't worry about it. There's a first for everything right? I got you, ok?" I look in his eyes waiting for his response.

"Ok." He says then his hands connect with my butt again. This time he connects our lips first and we go back to kissing.

How am I supposed to tell Nash i made out with his 15 year old brother while he was out with his mom and sister? I'm not going to be able to do that. I shouldn't have done this to begin with.