Still falling for you » Tom Holland

28 // shit [real life]

After she went back inside to her apartment floor, she sat down onto the floor. Her head was filled with too many thoughts at the moment... The kiss was all she was able to think about. While Tom pressed that kiss on her lips, her heart started to beat so fast and the butterflies came back. The ones she banned away. So deep in her thoughts, she couldn't hear Lizzie yelling her name from her living room. Then, Zendaya tried, but Kate also didn't hear that one.

So the girls decided to let Scarlett go and talk with her, even when they didn't know how much it would help her.

"Hey, sweetie," Scarlett said softly, "whats's inside your mind?"

"Scarlett... The door... Tom..." While Katz said that, tears started running down her face and she began to cry.

"Oh sweetie, please don't cry! But was has everything to do with Tom?" "It was him... He knocked on the door... He said he wanted to talk to me, but of course I said no. I mean I couldn't break all those walls I build around my heart in the last years... Then, I wanted to come back inside, but he kissed me... He fucking kissed me, Scarlett! And suddenly that wrecked all these walls around there, and it felt like three years ago, when everything was still alright... I think I still love him, Scar, but I don't want to!" With every sentence Kate began to cry heavier.

"Well shit..." Scarlett mumbled. "Should I go and get the others?"

"No, Scarlett, please... And yes, we are stuck in a shitty situation... But what should I do now?"

"You know, Kate, when we shot Cap 3, Tom always told us about his first crush and how much she liked Spider-Man and that he wanted to forget her but he wasn't able to. You know what Liz and I always told him? We said that he shouldn't. Well, it turned out that you were his first love and that Lizzie and I are now friends with you, too, darling. And you know what I'm going to tell you? That you shouldn't block these feelings you have for him. Maybe you do have to meet him. Maybe you two will get back together if you meet each other and speak about the things that coursed your breakup. Maybe you don't, but you should try it, you really should." While Scarlett spoke, the tears stopped to run as fast as they did a few minutes ago.

"Thank you," Kate whispered gratefully to the older woman and then she hugged her. "Maybe we should go back to the others, don't you think, Katy?" the blonde woman asked. Katy smiled and stood up.

A few hours passed since Tom kissed her and now Kate sat on her couch while the others watched a movie. 'If I had agreed on a meeting before, would we be back together now?' Kate wasn't sure but she surely loved Tom. Then she made a decision. She quickly opened Twitter and unblocked Tom.

To TomHolland1996:

You wanna talk? Fine. [read]

Notes Roastery, One Pancras Square N1C 4AG. Tomorrow 3pm. [read]

I'll wait. [read]

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I'm just awake because i'll write an English exam tomorrow so I updated to train my skills on the if clauses. Also, the coffee place does exist, I'm always looking for the cafes and restaurants on Time Out London.

Thoughts & Co. are always welcome!