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22. Don't Speak

Paris' POV

I grabbed Ashton's hand and took him up to his bedroom.

"Paris-"

I put my finger up to his lips and trailed my hand up and down his chest.

"Don't speak" I whispered in his ear.

I gave him little feather kisses along his neck and he moaned quietly.

I sat down on the bed and he was crouching down in front of me on the floor.

He looked at me lustfully and I looked away in embarrassment. Why was I doing this?

"What's wrong?" Ashton asked while caressing my cheek.

"Everyone around me always gets hurt. I don't want that to happen to you"

"I've been hurt before"

"Not like this you haven't"

"Paris-"

"You don't know me..... You don't know anything about me"

"I know you have been hurt before. I know you don't like letting people into your life but you have to trust me"

We just stared at each other for about 1 minute before he started leaning in slowly.

I tilted my head slightly so he had easier access and our lips locked in a soft sweet kiss.

We kissed really slowly and softly before he laid me down on the bed not once breaking the kiss.

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I opened my eyes and tried to hop up but Ashton had his arm thrown over my waist.

The past few hours were amazing. Ashton and I didn't have sex, we made love.

It was really special to me and he was so soft and careful.

I lifted his arm up and he groaned.

"Baby come back to bed" Ashton moaned.

"I'll be back" I said quietly. I grabbed a sheet off the bed and wrapped it around my naked body.

I walked downstairs and grabbed a spoon from one of the drawers and grabbed the chocolate ice cream from his freezer.

"What are you doing?" Ashton said from behind me.

"Eating ice cream"

He pulled the sheet off and I was glad that I had basically covered myself in makeup so he wouldn't see my battle-scars.

I covered up my body and he grabbed my hands and lifted them above my head.

"You're beautiful. Don't hide yourself away from me"

I blushed and he grabbed my hand and the sheet and we walked back upstairs.

We went back under the covers and I had my head resting on his arm that was tucked underneath it.

I opened the chocolate ice cream and started eating it like it was the last thing I was going to eat.

"Hungry?"

I giggled and he smirked.

"After all of that I'm sure you would be"

I giggled again and looked at him.

He put his hand in my hair and I kissed him lightly.

"Mmmm" he moaned against my lips. "You taste like chocolate"

We just stayed there for about 10 minutes just talking and the occasional kiss.

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This was the day that I feared most. Going back home and having to face Tristan.