Happy Moments

I wake up every day with the thoughts of you...

even when I go to sleep...

it's so bad I dream of you...

of the day we get married, of us just being together...

sometimes fighting or just having fun together...

Weirdly never of us getting naughty...

that only remains in my thoughts...

Some very erotic scenes that deserve to be dreamed of...

But my dreams don’t allow such...

I sit and think of our love...

From the how much I think you love me,

to how much I love u,

back to how much am now sure about your love...

then I wonder, why would you say such if you really loved me???

Why would you do such if you really cared???

However for today I choose to ignore the pain…

I just want to be reminded of our favorite moment's...

of hearts, of flowers, and of your wonderful Hugo boss perfume

Our favorite moment's when I can't seem to stop talking...

When you can't seem to stop laughing at everything I say...

When we wrestle, I go back to bring a kid, jumping around playing like I lost my childhood and you!!! You Watching with such interest...

Loving me in my giddy happy state....

you telling me how you love me being hyper....

somehow I wonder, why you would lie to me??....

Rolling my eyes I choose to think of that day...

that day at the beach...

Exactly behind Coco Ocean Hotel...

we were supposed to watch the sunset but we were too late...

instead we watched the stars twinkling and the moon, in its fullest states...

uuh that day we talked and talked...

about are yesterday, the fun times, our today and the tomorrow...

urg tomorrow!!! Just the thought of it makes me wonder if i would be accepted by your family???

The pain I intend ignore,but it just keeps popping in my head...

My mind shoots up to that night, at that place, doing that thing my mom won't approve of...

and you know we went to a place like that twice...

hmmmm, the first day with my hype I ended up doing that thing that pissed you off urg!!!

Blame it on the fatigue!!!

Second day much more fun, as energetic as ever

it was on Easter Monday and I got to say we did justice to the feast...

But even that day I fought to stay jolly… why would u encourage her calls??

Is it always normal that something has to rain on my parade??? Urg!!!

Anyways do you remember that day at the video club...

the day the legend returned to play for arsenal...

you know I don’t watch football but that was a day I won't miss because of your hype...

and you know, that was my first time every at a video club...

my favorite moment... when Hendry scored his first goal and you felt the urge to hug me...

that moment!!!!....too precious!!!!...

I think I came back to watch all of Hendry's matches back at arsenal...

These are my happy moments...

happy moments I chose to live with you and ignore the spikes life just decided to throw my way...

and now am calling you...just to hear your voice...and you didn't just make my day, but hearing you smile as I ask you about your favorite moment with me...

of cause you ask why am asking, and then I lie and say because I just want it to be the last thing I think of before I die...

am sick right now, but not in my dying bed...

After a laugh you chose to remind me of that day...

the first day I came to your house...

see this love you have for me was never brewed...

you had it from the get-go!!!

Who said love at first sight doesn't exist...well day sure haven't found love like ours

I have my reasons for loving this not so perfect creature....

so if any of you decide to call me again to talk about ma boos buts, don’t bother because I'll say fuck you and remind you that no relationship is perfect...and today I choose to be reminded of hearts, of flowers and his wonderful Hugo boss perfume...