Remus' pov
Remus stiffened. Is this really happening? Is Pads actually kissing me? It must be a prank, he cannot like me like that, he knows what I am...
Then he just relaxed into the kiss. At least he could enjoy it while it lasted.
Sirius started to move his hands along Remus's body. Remus shivered and moved his hips a little, feeling Sirius' hard member underneath him. Fuck why am I doing this? I shouldn't respond to him like that, he's gonna tell me I'm disgusting any minute now!
Remus stiffened again and started to panick. This made Sirius immediately let go of him.
"I'm so sorry, Moony. I didn't mean to kiss you!"That was too much for Remus. He jumped up and quickly ran away from his best friend.
Sirius just stood there for a moment, completely dazed. Then he shook himself and followed.
Fuck fuck fuck, I knew it! Tears started falling down his face as he ran. Sirius wouldn't love me, I'm just a toy to him. He ran towards the front doors.
"Remus wait! Please just talk to me!"
Remus completely ignored him. He ran out into the grounds. His longer legs made him faster than Sirius in the open grounds. When he neared the edge of the forest, the sound of his chaser had changed. Shit, he took his animagus form. I can't outrun him when he's a dog!At that moment he got knocked off his feet again. The large black dog that was Sirius had pushed him to the ground. Remus turned on his back, throwing off the dog. He sat up and put his face in his hands.
The big black dog turned back into his best friend.
"Why did you run away from me? I'm so sorry I kissed you, I'll never do it again. We can just forget about it and move on as friends, if you still want to."
"Wait, so you weren't trying to prank me?"
"Why would I prank you? I..."
"You what?"
"I-, I-, I think I'm falling for you..."Remus head jerked up. Did he just say he's falling for me?
"I can understand if you don't want me..." Sirius said, head hanging down.
Remus looked at his friend, head down, shoulders hanging. This beautiful boy knew his secret, knew what kind of monster he becomes once a month. Yet still, he loves him? He could hardly believe it...
But he wanted to. He wanted to believe it, so badly. He made up his mind.
"Pads?"
Sirius looked up at him. Remus grabbed Sirius' head and kissed him. He smashed their lips together with a passion he didn't even know he had.
And Sirius responded just as passionately. Their kiss, fiery and with a slight taste of tears. They wrapped their arms around each other. Sirius licked Remus' lips before going on and exploring the other boys mouth, his hands moving everywhere over his body. They became a tangled mess on the forest ground. Remus pulled off Sirius' shirt, revealing his bare, scar-less chest and stomach.
Remus shifted and sat on top of Sirius. Grinding on the other boy's stiff member. Sirius groaned and tried to pull off Remus's jumper.
Remus immediately climbed off of Sirius, a sad expression on his face.
"What's wrong Moony? Am I going too fast?"
Remus looked down at his hands.
"My scars..."
Sirius looked at Remus with a slight smile.
"I don't care about your scars, you are beautiful. The scars are bad-ass, you shouldn't worry about them.""I can't."
He looked at his best friend.
"I'm sorry Pads."
"Don't be, this is all very new, to both of us. We were escalating very quickly. Do you want to go back to the castle, maybe steal some hot cocoa from the kitchens?""Yes, please," Remus said and Sirius pulled the boy into his arms for a strong hug.
"Now where did you throw my shirt?" Sirius asked, making Remus blush a little. "Right over there, on that bush."
Sirius put on his shirt and grinned at his best friend. "Let's go raid the kitchen. I hope they have those tiny marshmallows."
They held hands as they walked to the castle. Both a bit insecure, but also quite happy about what had happened.
Authors note:
Am I bad at keeping up writing or am I bad at keeping up writing XD Who knows, maybe in twenty years we'll have a story
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