The one I Almost let Slip Away

Chapter 18

A/N

Today's song is Bite by Troye Sivan. Enjoy<3 Also please read the A/n at the end please, it has dome important news and other stuff. Thanks:)

**Ava's P.O.V**

He smirked even wider and I grew afraid of my own brother, he was dangerous and lethal. I grabbed my knife out of my back pocket and clicked it open, then I saw the loaded gun in his hand. I looked down at the gun and thought for a second. If I kicked him just right then he'll drop the gun and I can run if he tries to grab the gun. Ok. "Ch-ch-Chris please don't kill me. I have a family I need to take care of."

"Actually, I think I am going to kill you. I am just going t kill them too. But, why have a chance of you telling them." I kicked Chris and he didn't drop the gun, but instead my grabbed my leg and I fell and smacked my head. Last thing I remembered was Chris throwing me over his shoulder and carrying me down a flight of stairs, then it went dark.

**Chris's P.O.V**

I hated myself for doing this too my family, but I couldn't  help it. I might be able too. No, no I couldn't help it. Everything my head told me too do was the right thing. Right? Yes, yes it was. Oh my god why does life have to be so confusing. Why can't it be that you make a choice and someone or thing say yes that's right or no that's not right. I can't handle this anymore. I set Aaron down and put the gun to the side of my head when a person tackled me. "What the hell." The person got off of me and it Wyatt. Why would he tackle me. I tried to kill his wife. Did he actually care about me. Pshh. No life is to screwed up for anyone to care about anyone. It's kind of stupid obviously.  Who knows maybe my mother lied to me. Maybe there is some good in this world.(Remember that Chris and Jason are Aaron's half brothers) It doesn't matter what my mother taught me right? I mean I never really liked her, she was always yelling and hitting me and Jason. But who knows quite honestly I don't know right from wrong anymore. Who does, it's life. The only reason I joined that stupid society is because my mother forced me too. But, of course she didn't force Jason. She loved him, he as the good kid. He also doesn't even know what  she did to me when I disobeyed. She called it her way of punishing me. Are parents have never been happy together since the affair my mother had. A tear starts to escape my eye and a few follow after then a few more.

**Ding**

I looked on my Twitter and saw a post that read:

"Why does @crayson_aaron just kill herself. She doesn't belong here anyway."

I scrolled through the comments and they were so hurtful to where I had the urge to kill every one of them, but not even 3 hours ago I was going to kill my own sister that I loved deeply. 

A/N

I know this is very short but I had to update this. I am running out of ideas so please leave ideas in the comments cause I feel like this is lagging and is just going on and starting to get boring, ya know. So please leave a suggestion. I will add a new character if you give me:

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Stay Beautiful-Jade<3