The perfect couple (Niam)

Chapter 6

Liam P.O.V

I just stand there completely silent as the blonde headed guy makes his way out of the door. A little part of me just breaks seeing him yell out basically that he can't do this anymore. Ugh why did I have to say what I said. Basically I just admitted that I have feelings for Niall. But I understand what he is saying because I still haven't worked out my feeling on whether I'm gay or not. Sophia is a good girlfriend and all and I really do love her with all my heart . Im going to have to tell Sophia my feelings and hope she understands. Im just going to go to bed even know its 4pm. My head is really killing me to have all this memories go through my head, it is a real struggle. Ugh I just feel like my heart is shattered in pieces, Ugh... I lay in bed and I slowly drift of to sleep.

While I was dreaming I was thinking about Niall lips and how cute he is with his blonde hair and blue eyes. Niall was sitting on a bench staring out at the sun setting with the song James Arthur singing Say You Won't Let Go. His ocean blue eyes twinkling while he is staring in my eyes and he starts leaning in and are lips press together and we have a passionate kiss. All of the sudden out of the blue, I wake up and come back to reality. Right now it is 8 pm and its already dark outside but my head drifts off to the dream I just had. I just can't believe I had a dream about Niall, but I can believe because he is truly beautiful in every way.

 Now I really know I have feelings for Niall but I don't want to hurt him. All of the problems I'm going through right now but I know I have to talk to people. Ugh, why is it  so hard. But I absolutely know I have to talk to Sophia first abut my situation. Im so inconsiderate about her getting hurt. Oh my gosh I really hope she understands my situation. I fell water on my face, I didn't realize that I had been crying this whole time. Nervousness starts to hit me as I realize what my parents will think when I tell them.

I decided to text Sophia and ask her if she could come over. Thankfully she said yes and she should be here at any moment. Man I already fell head over heels for Niall and I didn't recognize that this would be so difficult. I hear a knock on the door and start heading over there. Also I didn't recognize that I looked so bad. Sophia's face turned from happy to concerned. I just started beak down crying my eyes out. I don't know how she is going to react.