The life of a perfect couple is absolutely going well. Until he fell in love with a random stranger. How could this be?! He was already dating the most beautiful girl in the world. Liam loved her with all his heart. Why was he feeling this way? He t...
When I got in the car I started freaking out really bad about having a baby. What if I wasn't cut out to be a parent. I only just started dating Liam and maybe are relationship just can't handle a baby. The baby deserves someone better than me. I don't what to devastate Liam if I have another miscarriage. Why am I freaking out know. Ill put stress on my body and it will not help at all.
I make it to the park and when I see harry my mind. Its like it went back to all the old times we had together. I knew Harry always wanted to have a child. Im so afraid to even think about it. I feel tears streaming from my eyes. Wow I'm really crying. I must really be a baby now. Liam probably doesn't like me anymore. Harry started running over to me and I fall to the ground. Oh my god my hormones are high. Harry pulls me up and sit on a bench with me in his lap.
"Niall what wrong", Harry said in a caring tone. I started wheezing and rolled up in a ball. "Niall bud your safe with me. Please take a deep breath. Lets count too 10 and say an object that around us each time." I shook my head and took a deep breath, "1 Swings.. 2 Slide..3 grass...4 bench..5 picnic tables... 6 Harry..".
I hear Harry laughing. "I see your out of you panic attack". I replay back," Yeah I am sorry about it all". Harry smiles, " What happened to make you freak out?" " Oh My boyfriend and I been trying for a baby." "Oh", Harry said looking surprised, " Why did you freak out though." "Well I'm so insecure and I don't think I'm fit to be a parent." "I doubt that Niall, I'm sure you will be a good one." "But I don't think Liam would like me being fat and big." "Oh Niall", Harry says and I start tearing up at him. "Niall I'm sure he would love you being pregnant." "NO HE WILL NOT", I yell at harry and I run off.
Harry starts running after me. I stopped in the middle of the street. Maybe I'm not meant to be happy. Harry catches up to me as a car comes and he jumps and pushes me out of the way and fell with him on top of me. "Niall you could of got yourself killed. Are you injured?" I look down and find the pregnancy test scattered on the floor. It says I'm Pregnant and I start burst out crying. "Shhhh", Harry says while comforting me. "Thank Harry, you should probably get back too your boyfriend."
I start getting up and picking up the pregnancy test and shove them in my pocket. My phone is shattered and broken. I put it back into my pocket. "Niall wait you shouldn't be driving like this." "Im fine", I say in a whisper. "NO you are not fine Niall and you off all people should know that." "Fine, but I don't want to go home right now. I don't want to face Liam. I failed him miserably and I don't feel good right now." "Niall you're bleeding", I look down and see scrapes on my arm from where I was hit." " I just need to wash it off", I say. "How about you come stay the night at my flat?" I look up to him, "That would be great but can I borrow your phone?" "Sure I left it at the house. I'll give it too you when I get there." I nod and direct harry to my car. He gets into the drivers seat and I hand him my keys. He starts driving to his house.
When we get to Harrys house I see a guy. I whisper to harry," I don't feel like meeting anybody right now. Can you direct me to a bedroom. Harry shakes his head a pulls me into the guest bedroom. "Everything is always ready in case of a guest. Feel free to go to sleep. OH you need my phone right?" "Nah not anymore I'm fine", "What about Liam your boyfriend. He must be worried sick." "To be hones I don't really feel like talking about my problems." "Niall please at least send a text saying who you are. Say that your safe and you will see him later." I nod and he hands me his phone.
To 555-785-9678:
This is Niall and I just wanted to let you know that I'm safe. But I need some space and I'm staying at a friends house. I'll see you in the morning.
I give harry back the phone and thank him for it. He leaves after and thank him and say goodnight. After he leaves I go to the bathroom and take a long shower to cool down. "Baby I'm sorry. I hope that ill be a good parent. Even if that involves breaking up with your dad". I cry as I get out and put my underwear on. I face plant into the bed.
Authors Note: Im so sorry guys and I say this a lot. But its been a struggle writing this chapter. Lately I've been getting writers block. Luckily I had another writer help me out with ideas. I wouldn't be able to continue without her. Please go visit her channel and her books. She is such a good writer. A while back she helped me get more reads and I can't thank her enough.
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