You can hurt me freely. You can shout at me. You can do everything to me but don't forget that I also have feelings. I can be hurt too. I can feel pain too. Even if the expression you always see in me is happiness, you will never know what's running on my mind. You will never know the hardships and obstacles that I've passed just to live again.
You can never feel the feelings I am feeling right at this moment. You may feel its intensity but you will never know how much it destroys me; my mind, my body and my soul. Even if I explain it step by step, you wouldn't understand.
The feeling of his belt on my skin, the calloused hands that always land usually on my face, the things that just appear and marked me, feels like hell to me.
I can still feel it. That feeling when you're still alive but slowly dying inside. I can't FEEL the pain anymore.
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@Cetoix
