One Last Chance At True Love (a black veil brides fanfic sequel)

Chapter 1

Lea's POV

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It's been almost a year since Andy dumped me. I am currently living with Dahvie and Jayy, it's really cool. They let me perform with them during warped tour, and now I've got my own band. We're currently working on our first album, and playing warped tour.

Sabby is with my mom, like she often is because I'm so busy with everything going on. Sabby is my 3 month old baby girl. She's the cutest baby I've ever seen, she has Andy's eyes, my black hair, and kinda a mix of our face shapes and shit like that. I haven't talked to any of the guys in BVB, or their girlfriends, it just reminds me too much. I really miss Christian, I mean he is my brother, but I just can't handle all the memories he brings back.

I started cutting, starving myself, and purging again after Sabby was born. I've been hospitalized about 6 times in the past 3 months, not always for cutting though. I'm proud to say I'm skinnier than ever. Dahvie and Jayy are worried about me though, I just don't know what else to do.

Dahvie is at my moms right now getting Sabby to bring her home so we can take her on warped tour. I think she'll like seeing all the band members she likes so much. I heard the door open and close then Dahvie's voice say, "hey babe guess who missed you!"

Oh did I forget to mention Dahvie and I started dating. Ok so here's what happened about 5 months ago.

*flashback*

"Lea you need to stop thinking about Andy, it's not good for you or the baby," Dahvie said, holding me as I cried into his shoulder.

"I-I love h-him," I cried harder. And I did.... No matter how much he broke me heart, I still loved him.

"You need to move on. Focus on your happiness and getting ready for the baby," he said rubbing my back, and placing a gentle hand on my big stomach.

I looked down at my stomach and smiled. "I'll try," I said taking a shaky breath.

"Good. I hope you know I care about you, and I want you to be happy," he lifted my chin up and just looked into my eyes. I looked from his eyes to his lips and felt myself leaning in. He leaned in and soon our lips touched, moving together perfectly. We both pulled away to breathe and just looked at each other. We laughed a little, and Dahvie stammered, "so um do you wanna go out with me then?"

I nodded while laughing and kissed his cheek. "Thanks Dahv."

"For what?" he giggled.

"For always being there for me after what happened," I smiled and blushed.

"Well it's like I told you, I care about you," he said and kissed me again.

*end flashback*

"Hey my two babies," I said, standing up off the couch and kissing Dahvie, then taking Sabby from him. "Hey baby girl did you miss momma?"

She made her weird squeal happy noise causing both Dahvie and I to laugh. "Your mom told me to tell you hi, and CC was there with Ivy," he said smiling at Sabby.

"Oh, how are they," I asked trying to make the pain in my heart not be heard in my voice.

"They're good. CC has been really down sense you left, but it's getting better. And Ivy misses hanging out with you, and she thinks Sabby is adorable," he said making me smile. My little Sabbybear is adorable and I love her with all my heart. "Oh and CC's thinking of proposing to her sometime during warped tour," that broke me.

"Would you excuse me for a second?" I asked and he nodded taking Sabby out of my arms.

I ran upstairs and into Dahvie and I's room. I ran into the bathroom, then shut and locked the door. Sinking to the floor I let all my held in tears poor out of my eyes.

I still had feelings for Andy, even though I do love Dahvie, but I can't ever forgive him. He left me and his child and that is unforgivable. I cried at all the memories, and reached into my back pocket pulling out my rusty blade. Still sharp as ever.

Sliding it on my wrist, making deepish cuts in every space possible until there wasn't anymore room. I cleaned and bandaged it, and redid my makeup. Then put on one of Dahvie's hoodies and went back down stairs.

I smiled at Dahvie when I got downstairs. He didn't smile back just mumbled, "show me your arm."

"What do you mean?" I asked.

He walked up to me and pulled the sleeve up," Lea this isn't healthy, and it hurts me to see you do this to yourself. Lea I love you, please try to not do this. Talk to me if you feel like you need to please?" he started tearing up.

"I'll try Dahvs. I love you too Dahvie," I sighed. I pulled my arm back and hugged him, going on my tip toes and kissed his forehead. He smiled and cupped my face in his hands, kissing my lips.

Jayy burst through the door and shouted, "Lea Sabby is crying!"

Dahvie pulled away with an annoyed look causing me to laugh. "Bring her here Jayy," I said as Dahvie glared at him.

He gave her to me and she instantly calmed down. I smiled down at her and looked at Dahvie. He had a loving look in his eyes as he looked at us. "I think it's bed time," he suggested, giggling as she yawned.

"For me too," I laughed.

We walked up stairs and put Sabby in her crib. Then Dahvie and I went into our room, Dahvie was in his boxers and I put on one of his sweatshirts, and climbed into bed.

He softly kissed my forehead and we whispered 'I love you' to each other before falling asleep.