Sarah's Weakness

"Leave me the fuck alone Ryan", i shouted as i escaped Ryan's tight grasped around my waist. I fought against the tears that engulfed my blue eyes. "How much time will i tell you that we're don-". His sudden kiss cut through my words. His tongue traced my pink lips and i couldn't help but kiss him back. I miss his kiss and his every touch. i miss being with him, but i can't forget the pain he caused me. I couldn't let him win. i wasn't going to give in so easy. i broke the kiss breathing heavily for i wanted more. The smile that played upon his lips were mesmerizing. "You know u want me baby", he said teasingly. Pleasure flowed through my blood. "Do i look like one of you whores?" i questioned. "Y the fuck u still after me? Go and fuck your sluts and leave me alone. I am not your fucking whore nor do i want to be. When you had your chance with me you fucked up big time and u expect me to go back with you and pretend nothing has ever happened?" His smile disappeared as i accused him for fucking around with other girls while he was with me. He never admitted that he had sex with my best friend. The thought of what he did send shivers down my spine. My heart sank. His muscular hand held mines tightly and he braced me against the wall. He played with my hair and looked into my eyes as he spoke calmly," i told you a million times that she took advantage of my druken state. I didn't know what i was doing until the next morning i found myself naked in her bed. Everytime he clarified his actions to me, it just hurt more and more. "oh really?" i said and rolled my eyes." Do you really expect me to buy that?" I continued. i fought against his grasped for i didnt want to have this discussion anymore." Just the sight of you turns me on", he said suddenly. i looked into his eyes and saw the pleasure that filled them. "FU--" His lips met mines again abruptly. he kissed my impatiently  and i couldn't fight it. I wanted him. His hands slid down my legs and lift them around his waist. His lips moved from mines down to my breast. His tongue traced my nipples repeatedly. He then kissed his way back up to my lips.He was so good at getting what he wants....

A kiss upon my lips opened my eyes. I found myself naked in bed with Ryan. i thought whatever happend lastnight had been just a dream but i was wrong. it was reality. i scanned my head for the sweet memory of last night. i could remember Ryan's every touch, his every kiss. Every detail played in my head. The way he seduced me and got me wet before enthrusting himself into me. i bit my lips as the thoughts continued to the way he went down between my legs."Told you that you wanted me" Ryan said cutting the memory. "Fuck you" i said biting my lips. "How hard?" Ryan replied jokingly as his lip met mines