5/18/17
Dear Diary,
Well, yesterday sucked. I had no one to celebrate my birthday with. No presents, no family, no cake, literally I didn't get anything that people normally have on their birthdays. I only got one gift, and it was from myself. I treated myself to an extra 5 hours of sleep. Its the least I could do, considering I got absolutely nothing else that day. When you have insomnia, sleep is rare, so if I have the opportunity to get some, I will take it. But, today was a new day and it was great......syke!! It sucked also. Of course it wasn't as bad as yesterday, but everyday in my life sucks. I went to the park to try to get fresh air and enjoy nature because my therapist thinks that will help. She couldn't be more wrong. It does nothing for me, there is nothing to do that will cure depression. I'm actually thinking about leaving therapy sessions, they have no clue what they are talking about. But anyways, I was walking and I guess I looked really sad or something because a lady came up to me and asked if I was okay. I was thinking "of course I'm not," but that's not what came out of my mouth. I threw on a smile and said "I'm fine." That's all for today's entry.
