5/19/17
Dear Diary,
Well, today was pretty uneventful. I kind of just laid in bed all day, of course doing nothing productive. I'm not really known for getting things done. I think I could be considered one of the worlds biggest procrastinators. When I was still in school, I would wait until the morning of (not even the night before), to do my homework or finish a project. I still do it now, but with different things. For example, I have waited for at least two weeks to do my laundry. I could've done it today, but instead I just stayed in my room, thinking about how much I hate life. Oh, I almost forgot! I got a text message from my mother today. You remember, the abusive one who put me in this mess? Yeah, she texted me and asked if I have decided to do anything with my life. How did she put it? Oh yeah, she said "Have you gotten off your lazy ass and done something with your life yet?" "I bet it's a no, you couldn't get a job if you wanted to, they don't accept disappointments." See what I mean? She's abusive in every way! I replied to her by saying "Your right, I haven't done anything with my life." "I guess once your a failure, your always a failure, right?" You know what she said back? She replied with "Damn right, you are a failure and always will be." "Oh, are you still depressed and taking all those pills?" "If you are, please overdose." What mother says that to their child? I do still take the pills, but I would never admit that to her. So, instead of telling the truth, I simply replied with "No, I'm fine." That's all for today's entry.
