Words That Are Hard To Say

Day 4 : What Should I Do?

Song Muse Of The Day : Yoo Seung Woo & Huh Gak - Monodrama

The morning started off with the usual routine fights and this morning's drama starred Sungyeol and Woohyun. Both are now avoiding each other after the arguement on rotating night shifts. Sungyeol had outright accused him of discarding Myungsoo just because he was leaving. Washing his hands from everything Infinite related. The older boy retaliated, insisted that before the day arrive, he is still his hyung who as a hyung should take care of his dongsaengs. He was just grumpy from fatigue bought upon by sleepless nights, Gyu fights, Myungsoo's mysterious change and the continous discussion to leave or to stay. It would be a lie to say he wasn't feeling bad after all that is happening. His conscience was terribly pricked. Thoughts on Myungsoo filled his mind at every waking moment and has even invaded his dreams. He felt bad for him and worries for the future but at the same time he wondered what the public would think if he left and the news of Myung's change broke out. They will probably blamed him and marked him as the root or brand him as a hyung who abandoned his odd dongsaeng. What to do?!

Today was Hoya's turn.

Woohyun has the day free but feeling the guilt from those dark thoughts of Myungsoo, he left for somewhere for what he hoped to provide him with a peace of mind. Sunggyu and Sungyeol went with their CEO in search for a shaman, doctor or anyone who has at least heard of Myungsoo's mysterious case. Dongwoo was busying being a guest DJ while Sungjong went to the national library to do some research with the little information he'd gotten.

All that is left in the house is Hoya and his strange cat friend. Unlike the others who would overly pampered the strange entity and fawn all over him, he left Myungsoo to himself and turned on the tv to pass the time.

It's a Tuesday and there wasn't anything interesting to watch. In fact, life hadn't been interesting enough for him as of late. Perhaps he was finally fed up with his idol life. Wasn't this what he wanted? "What has gotten into you?" Dongwoo's question echoed in his mind. He has no idea. After another leg injury but only worser, he had suddenly lost interest in life. It was as if the day his leg broke, blood wasn't the only thing that flowed out of that open wound. Something else seems to have escaped together with the dark red liquid. "What has gotten into me?" Hoya would sometimes question himself. As a dancer, his legs were everything to him. Like a basketball player, like a ballerina, like an athelete... Dancing was his everything. Was.. until the incident that had him in the hospital for six months and huge cast. It was understandable that accidents happen and he would always jumped back up after the fall. He would still continue to dance eventhough his members pleaded for him to rest and not overwork himself. Just this time.. something felt different. Why?

"Meow.." Myungsoo calling from afar. Perhaps he sensed the unwelcomeness radiating from Hoya. "Meow!" He called, a little louder. He was hungry. Reluctantly, Hoya pull himself up from the sofa and filled Myungsoo's bowl with the food Dongwoo had prepared earlier on. Hoya returned to the sofa to continue his idleness but it wasn't long before Myungsoo called out to him again. "Meow." Hoya was getting a little annoyed. Myungsoo was thirsty this time and the water bowl was long dried. Once again Hoya got up and fill the bowl and returned to his sofa once the deed was done.

The Sun was still high up and time seems to tick away slowly. Looking up at the clock, he counted at least seven more hours before the members start returning home. Sigh. With nothing to do and no where he can go, he dozed off on the sofa.

Crash!

The sound woke him up instantly. Eyes darting around the room in sleepy blurness. There was a scared looking Myungsoo and a broken picture frame. Pieces of glass laid scattered on the floor. Coincidence or just purely Myungsoo's bad luck that the broken picture frame belonged to Hoya.