I looked at the time , it read 11:45pm. My curfew was 12.. yet I stilled turned my car off and followed him inside. He led me upstairs and I was hesitant as to where this was going. When we arrived in his bedroom I stopped at the door.
He looked back and said " Just trust me" and I couldn't help my legs from following him further into the room and out the window.
He took my hand and helped me out onto the balcony. " It's a beautiful view" I said.
" Yea, Ive only been here two days and I already spend most of my time here." he replied
" So where are you from?"
" New York"
" I was born in New York, we moved here when I was 16. Of course I had a temper tantrum at first, but it grew on me.. Im sure it'll grow on you too" I told him
" I think it already has " he said, his gaze travelling down to my lips.
" My dad got a better job here in Gravetin, so we moved here.. how about you?" I asked shifting his focus away from my lips.
" Its complicated" he said
" Where are your parents?" I asked ,noticing all the other bedrooms were empty.
" Back in New York " he replied.
It didn't make any sense but I didn't want to push the topic any further. Then I realized that If his parents were in New York , we were in the house....ALONE.
" Its getting late" I said awkwardly , avoiding another long period of silence. " I should probably get go-"
" You should stay a while longer" he said before I could finish my sentence. I blushed at the thought of him wanting more of my company. Boldy , I stepped closer to him and looked up into those big bright crystal blue eyes. His head tilted down to mines, with his gaze on my lips. I went to lean in .. but he moved back. I thought just a few seconds ago he had wanted to kiss me.
" We shouldn't" he says and I frown.
" Why not " I reply.
" If I kiss you, I'd be a bigger jerk thank your ex" he said, and I fringed at the word ex. I know we had just gotten into a big fight, but was I really ready to let him go ... just like that.
" Why is that?" I said tracing little circles onto his hand.
" Because your vulnerable right now... I mean you guys literally just broke up" he replied, concern filling his eyes. Concern? I barely even knew the kid and already he seemed to care so much.
" I'm not.. I'm completely fine" I lied, walking back into the bedroom.
" Your lying.. its okay to be hurt." He said, following me into his room and shutting the balcony door.
" Im not hurt.. im just.. im" before I could finish my sentence tears filled my eyes. " I dont know why Im allowing my self to still care for him. I want to hate him, so badly... but then all our memories come rolling back into my head and I almost feel bad for him" I say tears flowing freely down my cheeks.
" You cant just get over a relationship in one night BlaireBear. It takes time." he said wiping away my tears. I almost melted when I heard that nickname once again.
" I don't want it to take time.. I want to stop thinking about him and move on. I trusted him, and he hurt me . For god's sake he was cheating on me, and he knew I'd be at that party." I said
" I know it hurts, but in time you'll heal.. I promise." he said
" You don't know that" I replied
" I do... because I'll be right here to piece you back together." he said
I pressed my head to his chest and I ignored the tingling sensation rolling throughout my body. He held me close as we sat on the floor in front of his bed.My tears soaked his shirt , yet he just ran his finger through my hair. I couldn't help but think that he came into town at the perfect time. The time where I feel most lost, most vulnerable, and most broken. My trust has been shattered and for some reason I just know that he'll be the one to build every layer back up to its finest piece. In his arms my pain slowly vanished, and I felt as safe as I possibly could. How could I be falling for someone I barely even knew? I don't know how to explain it, but I felt like I did know him. I felt like we were picking right back up where we left off.
" I feel like we've met before Sin" I say, feeling my self dosing off.
" I know" he says
" You think you know everything" I say
I heard him giggle and say " I know " before I completely dosed off in his arms
Sin's POV:
I held her small body in my arms and she felt so fragile, I almost didn't want to move.
I lifted her up and took her clothes off and replaced them with a black v neck shirt of mines. It looked better on her than it did on me. It reached her mid thigh. I kissed her forehead before gently placing her down on my bed. I pulled the covers over her and for a while I just watched her sleep. She was even more beautiful than before.
I started to grow tired my self.. so I went downstairs and lay down on the couch. I couldn't help but think about her every second before I dose off. Every inch of her body seemed so perfect. Her smile was priceless, and the way she bit her bottom lip sent shivers though me. I couldn't help but think how she'd react when I finally got to tell her that she's mine. I mean it shouldn't be a surprise right? I know she feels it when I touch her, because I feel it too.
All I know right know is that she's broken, and Derek broke her. He's lucky that I didn't do more than just punch him.. but I know how much Blaire hates violence. How could a guy cheat on a girl so perfect? He was a damn fool to push her away, but im not complaining.. his lost my win. And I WILL win her.
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So I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Plenty more to come soon, It gets so much more interesting loves. Thanks For Reading xoxo-Ariel
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Romance" I dont think we've met before. Im Sin, and you are?" he asks holding a hand out for me to shake. " Blaire Ivy " I say turning to walk away. He grabs my wrist and twirls me around so that our lips are only inches apart. His arm is firmly around my...
