My First.

First Day Of Senior Year!

Today was the first day back from summer break. This weekend alot of crap happened and I didn't even want to think about. Me and Derek broke up.. Me and the stranger had some sorta bond. I mean for gods sake I woke up in his bed with nothing but a bra, panties, and his shirt. Today I wanted nothing more than to get through the school day without all the gossip, drama, and..boys.

I wore a loose white croptop , and matching loose white shorts. I let my long hair flow down to my waist not even bothering to tame it. Since we lived in Hawaii we only had 2 seasons, which was summer and Winter. We had 2 more months left of winter here, because in May it would be summer again. Winter isn't really that bad because on average its 75 degrees during the day and 65 during the night, and the winds feel amazing. But summers are hot, on average 85 degrees.

When I pulled up at the school I could already see the girls leaning over to their friends whispering.

" Bitches" I thought aloud. I got out of my car and made my way inside the school towards my locker.

" Bee" I hear from the left of me and I already knew who it was.

"Derek I literally just got to school.. Give me a break" I say continuing to walk to my locker.

" okay fine.. But will you promise to talk to me later?" he asked

While arriving at my locker I spotted a familiar face standing beside it . Derek noticed too and stopped a feet from my locker, looking very nervous.
" Just talk to me later Bee" he says scattering away from my locker.
I turned around to face my locker with a smirk.
" He's afraid of you" I say

" He should be " the stranger replies

Realization hit that I was actually happy to see him standing there at my locker. I mean... I was just happy because I knew that he'd run off Derek.... Right?

" You do that too much" He says looking at me in awe.

"Do what?" I ask putting my jacket in my locker and taking out my books.

"Think to yourself" he says

" Think to myself? I think too much? "

" Yeah , and then you frown and zone the whole world out because its just you and your thoughts" he said then slightly chuckled.
That was music to my ears, he should laugh more often. My cheeks flushed red and I lowered my head to hide.

" I just realized that I don't even know your name" I said embarrassingly. Yet he knew so much about me already.

" Sin" he replied with a light chuckle.

Sin used his index finger to hold my head up to meet his lips. And I.... Let him.
A few seconds later realization hit that not only was I kissing Sin, but in the school hallway and by now everyone was probably staring.
I pulled back from the kiss and sure enough girls beamed daggers at me, and the boys looked as if they wanted to rip my clothes off.

" What is wrong with you" I yell stomping away
He catches up to me smirking.

"I don't find this funny at all" I say

" Don't pretend like you didn't like it. " he says

" I didn't" I say and my cheeks flush red.

" You did, and I know this for a fact"

" Well you think you know everything and you dont" I said stomping off once again.

Right before I reached the threshold of my classroom Sin pinned me to the wall.

" Your so confusing" I spat out before he could say anything.

" Im confusing" he says

" Yes, just last Saturday you didn't even want to kiss me"

" What?" he says

" I said just-"

" There's never a time I don't want to kiss you Blaire Ivy. Im always craving your kiss, and you wouldn't understand this. Ofcourse Saturday I wouldn't kiss you.. because you and your boyfriend had just broken up. I shouldnt have even kissed you today to be honest" he says lowering his head at the final part.

" Then why did you?" I asked

" Because.. because. I dont know, I cant help myself Blaire Bear. Im head over heels for you" he says staring intensely into my eyes.

" You dont even know me" I say pushing him off of me.

" I know you wont understand it now, but I do know you.. and I've been looking for you since u left.Now that I have you again Blaire, I promise every single piece of you will love me." he says

" Your right I dont understand" I say turning around to walk into the classroom. But I lied, I craved him in ways I never craved Derek. I wanted to feel his lips skim mine and I wanted to feel his skin against me. I knew that somehow I was going to fall hopelessly in love with him , and I knew that it was going to be really fast. I cant let this happen, so I have a plan. I don't even like it myself, but it has to be done.

After the bell rang for last period I met my best friend by my car.

" I haven't seen you all day Bee" my best friend said opening the car door and getting in.

" I know" I say getting in the drivers seat.

" Missed me?" she asked buckling her seatbelt.

" More than ever Lyd" I say starting the car

" Are we going to talk about you and Derek or is that a sore subject right now?" she asked hesitantly

" Actually" I say spotting Derek walking out of the school " That's the perfect thing to talk about " I say getting out of the car.

Remember that plan I had? Well we're about to see it in action.

" Hey Derek " I say , and he jumps a little out of surprise

" Bee? Hi" he says

" Hey ,my house.. 5 o' clock " I say

" Wait, you forgive me?" he asks excitedly. Just then I saw Sin walking out of the door.

" Of course sweety" I say and Derek picks me up and spins me around

" Yes!!" He yells " You wont regret this I promise"

He puts my down and I kiss his cheek. His cheek because I don't know if he kissed that little slut from the party.

" See you there cutie" I say heading back to the car.

I looked back at Sin one more time and his fist were clenched and if looks could kill, Derek would be dead. Then our eyes met and his eyes immediately went softer.. he looked really hurt and a lump formed in my throat as I got into the car. I almost felt bad. But I couldn't afford love right now, and I know that if I didn't get back together with Derek , I'd fall dangerously in love with Sin.