My Reasons (Mystic Messenger x Male! Reader Oneshots)

Choices and Changes {JuminHanXMale!Reader}[pt2]

I SAID I MAY NOT CONTINUE. I NEVER SAID I WONT. I PLANNED THAT BUT I NEVER SAID I WOULD DO IT FOR SURE. ITS PLANNED BUT IDK WHEN AND ALSO I WANT TO FINISH WHAT I HAD PLANNED FOR THE JUMIN ONE SO HERE IS THE SECOND PART HEIDNDNN
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It's been about two weeks since Jumin had gone and broken up with [M/N] and to him each day was hell. More and more every day he lost motivation to do anything. He didn't want to eat or talk to anyone. Hell he barely even wanted to wake up anymore. He lost all motivation to do anything including the RFA too in fear he’ll upset Jumin any further than he already did. Jumin had said a shitty reason to break up, but more than anything, [M/N] didn't want to irritate him more than Jumin had said he did. Everyone in the RFA tried calling [M/N], texting him, blowing up his phone so much that it laid across the room shattered into pieces.(He threw it btw) He didn't want to do anything anymore. But he still woke up every day and he still cleaned and took care of himself. He cleaned everything over and over again because his only thought was to get things perfect. No Jumin. No RFA. Just him.

[M/N] woke up and began to continue this routine, taking a shower then wearing a grey long sleeve with white jeans. He started walking down stairs to his living room and grabbed a mask to cover his face from inhaling the chemicals (Levi is my husband so yes he is like Levi). He put the mask on and as he was going to get the mop someone knocked on the door to his house. He ignored it and continued his way to the cabinet where he kept his cleaning supplies when they knocked again a bit louder this time. Once again he ignored it, but now they banged on the door repeatedly. [M/N] closed the cabinet and walked back to the door.

“Saeran, Stop that you're going to break the door.” A familiar voice said on the other side. [M/N] stood on the other side staring at his door slight shocked. He exhaled softly and quietly placed his head on door.

“So what? You’re all worried as shit and you think knocking politely will get him to come out? Just break the door already.” Saeran said. [M/N] laughed quietly at this but it was loud enough that Saeyoung managed to hear.

“[M/N]?” He called sadly. “Hey, I know you're in there. Please open the door.” [M/N]’s smile faded and tears began to form. No matter what he did, he could never forget these guys no matter how hard he tried and reluctantly he opened the door. Standing there was Saeyoung, Saeran, Yoosung, and V. [M/N] stared at them sadly, even with them all smiling [M/N] couldn't help but start to cry a bit.

He wiped his tears with his sleeves but the more he did the more tears came flowing down his face. Yoosung and the others came and hugged him with the exception of Saeran who patted his back comfortingly.

After that whole thing, they all sat on the couch silently before [M/N] spoke up. “Why are you all here?” He asked

“Because,” Yoosung answered. “We don't want to see you like this. After you stopped talking to us everything changed. Nothing's been the same without you, you know.”

“Why does it matter?” [M/N] said bluntly. “I'm not needed anymore. There's no reason for me to be there anymore. The only reason that i even met you guys, was Jumin…” [M/N] spoke slowly towards the end. Even saying his name was difficult for him to do.

“[M/N]--”

“Are you serious?” V was about to speak but Saeran cut him off. “Like, actually, are you being serious? Just because that fucking rich boy ended things you're going to be like this? What the fuck? Do you not realize how much of an impact you placed onto us, onto him, onto the RFA, onto me? You saved me.You help me get here. And now you don't want to even talk to us just because he broke up with you.” He voice grew more and more as he spoke these words. He was right.  [M/N] had done so many many things for the RFA members. No one said anything because they all agreed. “You leaving the RFA is you leaving us. Yes Jumin was a big part for you but it's the same thing for us about you.” Saeran finished, tears on the brink of falling, not just from [M/N]’s eyes but from Saeran’s too. “So come back now.” He continued. “Come back to the RFA. If rich boy has a problem with it then too bad because it's one out of 6 so majority vote. [M/N] looked around and everyone stared at him now waiting for his response. He wiped his eyes and nodded slowly at first. Then nodded more confidently and looked up at them all with a smile. Something he hasn't done in a long time.

“Yeah, I will.” He said smiling brightly. “Thank you Saeran.” Saeran blushed slightly but turned away from him before anyone could see.

“Yeah, yeah so stop moping okay.” Saeran tried to calm himself down and still never faced [M/N]. [M/N] laughed and smiled in his direction nodding.

“Okay now that everything's been cleared, let's talking about the upcoming party okay?” V interjects clapping his hands together.

“Wait there’s already a party happening?” [M/N] asked. V nodded his head and turned on the TV so he could connect his computer but when he turned on the TV the news popped up. Now it wouldn’t have matter that much about what was there, if it wasn't including Jumin’s name on the screen. Each of them stared at the screen in shock but for [M/N] it hurt more than ever to see it.

Company CEO Jumin Han to rumored anonomous woman known as [MC]