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chapter 7

Kat's P.O.V

I just went to my room after he had left the house. There was no use going after him, he had taken the car, he needed time to think things up.

A few moments after I had layed down on my bed crying when I receive a text.

Text:
[Matty] didn't have a chance to ask your name love

I decided to not reply back instantly.

[Matty] Are you ignoring me?

[Kat] No.My name is Kat, My boyfriend just found out about us!

[Matty] oh, sorry love. Would you like me to come over?

[Kat] If you can take my mind of it.

[Matty] I'm sure we'll work something out

I know I shouldn't but I really need to stop freaking out about our fight otherwise I'll probably have a panic attack.
He just entered my room through the window because Leo and Maki couldn't find out he was here.

He brought cigarettes and wine with him.

Matty: here you go love - he said putting a cigarette against my lips

Kat: Matty..... I don't think I should...

Matty: it's fine love, It will take your mind of it

I opened my mouth and he put it in between my lips. It tasted like his lips. And he was my drug, the one I shouldn't have gotten attached to.

Later on I heard Maki knocking on the door.

Kat: shit, Matthew go on the closet! - I whispered.

Kat: come in!

Maki: me and Leo just wanted to check out if you were okay after.......You know

Kat: Well..... He was going to find out one day.....

Leo came in the room

Leo: what's this smell? Kat have you been smoking?

Kat: no, hum..... It's just incense!

Leo: fine, we are going out to eat soon. Do you want to come?

Kat: Humm.... I think I'll pass.

They left for dinner and I just sat in my room with Matty.

Matty: do you want me to spend the night love?

Kat: maybe another time okay boo?

Matty: just tell me when and I'll be here.

He left and I just cryed my way to sleep.

I woke up with a door being open really loudly. I knew it was Chris, Maki had sent me a text saying they were going to the movies so they would come home pretty late.
I just went downstairs afraid of catching Chris with another girl.

Chris: Kat? Kat I need you!

I ran up to our room to find Chris hurt, he had been drinking and almost had a car accident.

Kat: Chris? Oh my god Chris are you okay? I'm so sorry

Chris: Don't you see me? I..... I think I'm falling....... I'M falling for you. Don't you need me? On this night, in this light, maybe you'll change your mind.

Kat: I changed my mind. I'm sorry. All I want is you. Oh god..... I want you now. It's.... Wait you're so drunk!

He started taking my clothes off.

Kat: Chris..... We need to go to the hospital.

Chris: later....... - he kissed my neck.

Kat : now.......!

I called an ambulance there was no way he was going to drive to the hospital in this condition.

I want to stop feeling things for Matty but I don't know if I can....
There's something in the way he touches me and the way his lips fell against mine with the taste of his favorite wine