Skool Luv Affair [BTSxEXO crossover]

Chapter 8: Juliet

Chapter 8:        Juliet

XiuMin's POV

I was hard to see my little brother like this; I didn't know that it would take it that far to get him to this state. I assumed that he would be a little better when I left, but I guess it didn't turn out right.

We got on the flight to leave to Seattle, I wanted to sit with Jin but he didn't want me to. When our plane finally left the airport, I felt a lot of weight on me because I left him in a vulnerable state that I could've prevented but I couldn't. It was hard on me because the main intention I left was not because of him, it was because I came out to my parents and they hated it a lot, especially their eldest son who just graduated High School at the time. Before I went to my graduation ceremony, I texted my current boyfriend JongDae and told him to take my belongings with him and keep them at his house. I aspired this to happen because I was an embarrassment like my brother, and I was so happy that I left that hell of a household because of the cruel lives they lived.

But I blame myself for what I have done and I am not satisfied of what I have done.  I was so ecstatic that Lay had the time to spend with him. Although they had a little unpleasant incident back at the Beijing Games when Jin and I saw Yixing and some other person making out and that left Jin very devastated. I knew that something was up with Yixing from the beginning and I did not see the answer clearly. But after I had found out, the person who it was and it was a manly deer who is named Xi Lu Han. I don't know why Jin still trusts Lay but the past between the two had attached a lot but that story ended quick before the story even started.

It was hard for me to see my brother bring sad and I didn't have that chance to even save him. I gave up a lot to be away from him, I would get emails and Facebook notifications from his school about the awesome achievements he received in High School. I supported him a lot with his funding and moral support as an older brother. I wanted myself and Chen to take Jin under my consideration as someone who can be dependable as his guardian. But in the end, I was one who took care of him in many ways, a parent who I wish to better than ours.

I don't know why that Jin has never said anything to me.

I know that what have done to let him suffer, I would do at my best to keep him safe always.

I looked at him from a far and I began to tear up. I wanted to run to him and say all the faults I have and the stupid stuff I regret for not being with him. As I was crying, I had no one to sit beside me, I told Dae before that I wanted to be alone on this flight for a while.

But I couldn't, I couldn't move but I was crying to my hearts' content and my whole life slipped away just like that.

Then I felt someone hugging me, I was crying so much that I couldn't hear what that person was saying and that person was rubbing circles on my back.

I stopped crying and decided to look up at the person and see who it was. I didn't know who it was until the unfamiliar arms made me stop crying.

Zhang Yixing was the one who made me stop my childish acts and gave me an apologetic smile that made me happy for once. Which surprised me because my only appearance was just cold and talked harshly towards other people except my boyfriends and my friends.

"MinSeok-shi...Seok-Shi? Are you okay? What happened to you? Why were you crying?" He looked at me with an apologetic smile and showed off his major feature: his dimples.

Those dimples from what I heard from Jin saying that those dimples were the best thing that I loved about his facial features. His angelic smile is the reason why I fell for this Chinese angel. I remember when Jin used to always say that to me and I finally realized how much of an nice looking person he was.

I rejected him because of the horrible past that I though was so ignorant and selfish that I became a shitty person that I am today.