Chapter 10: Miss You Much
TAO's POV
Days and years have passed when I and gege have seen Jin and Lay. I really felt bad that he had to leave us and be on his own. I do not know why that had happened, but I am glad that Lay and Jin are COMING OVER to visit us.
Yes, I know that not much had happened between the both of us, but I hope that we can fulfill our memories once again. It was something that was forgotten and how I wish that we are able to repeat these memories again.
Life hasn't been that easy and that all of us have our own stories to tell and I believe that a story like this can be told for generations and generations.
Even though it is a NEW DAY, I think that many of us have time to recover and that something is like how A NEW WORLD SHALL OPEN UP.
Time repeats itself as if our fading memories are fading once again even though the increase of love begins to cover that broken PROMISE.
Thinking that these memories are here to fix our broken past, even though that is true; there are no types of happiness that can wipe away the undefined life we all have.
In the past, I was always hated for who I was; not being the man that I am now. My family were homophobic and at some events I was ostracized to leave; especially on Christmas and on Easter. I was pulled out most of my life for even given breath, I just don't know of people can see the real me than just a "homosexual freak" when they mention me.
I happily left me family along with Kris because of the hell we were both given, even though it sucks; it's how the gods plan on us living the rest of our lives.
Hate is always around us, in ourselves and in the materialistic world as well. Life is so short that we cannot even predict our own fates when we are our own GAME CHANGER.
I know how life feels. Jin must feel the same because he was in that same exact situation I was in. I want all of us to be happy and not suffer, those who suffer will not have a good ending as if like we are in a video game.
Life as we know can end right now, tomorrow or even in the middle of sex. Who knows? I think that my life is a hard choice to choose from. If I made a deal with the devil, then I would find a way to cheat myself out of it and say that everything is more better than eternal damnation.
HeeChul's POV
Our flight on the way to America was something different, there was major awkwardness between all of us who went to see Tao and Kris. It was nice letting Lay asking me and Siwon to go with them. Most of us thought it was best for moral support due to the language barrier and we know nobody out there. It was hard to talk about many personal things, especially with Lay. With no parents, having a terrible breakup and a sudden loss of a close friend can make it hard on many people, especially Lay.
I was sitting down in the airplane seat while Siwon was on my right, sleeping on my shoulder. Then Lay walked to where I was sitting and he began to talk, "Heechul, how was it for you and Siwon to have all of those difficulties when living in America. I'm sure that there is a reason why you had left and there is a reason you want to come with us."
"Xing-Ah. This is a difficult time we live in. My parents grew up strict, hardships and even had to fight for the last piece of food offered to them. To you, your life may be easy but there are a lot of difficulties we have in each other. Look, I know your biggest regret was breaking up with Jin and going for LuHan even though he is not with us anymore." I said in a compassionate voice until I stopped and noticed that I messed up. He looked at me and began to cry, I immediately went to him and let him cry on my shoulder.
Over two years ago, LuHan passed away in a tragic bike accident on the way to a mini concert where he was going to perform. We were all there in China to attend his performance, it was really nice. However, he had to leave early and get his materials checked when at the concert. He took his bicycle and guitar; and headed towards the concert area. Before he could make it, he was hit dead in the middle of a rural intersection by a truck and flew a few yards until he fell and splattered to the ground road. This left him dead and all of us mourning for the loved one who we lost.
Sad thing to say, he never made it. Before he reached the hospital, he already passed away and the MEDALS he wore on stage makes us feel proud that we have a friend like him.
This is a short chapter 10, I will continue to write more but this needs patience. I hope I can post chapter 11 as soon as possible. Please bear with me, I am currently working as a student intern and most of the work I do has to take a lot of time to work on. I hope I can get up chapter 11 by a month or so. Lay is finally going to be back with EXO since the ban has lifted. Now I can sleep in peace since we can see the OT9 once again.
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