You know, I wasn't planning on going there. I had ice cream and pizza ready on the table, Was wearing nothing but a shirt and panties. The TV was on so I could watch supernatural. Something about two hot brothers killing monsters cheered me up more than it should- I crawled my way to the couch and sat on it. Pizza in hand and remote in other. I was taking advantage of my little vacation until I heard a loud ass banging on my door.
''SAKURA!!!!! YOU'RE GOING TO BE LATE!!"
I looked in the direction of the door and my eyes slowly twitch in annoyance.
Ino.-
That girl doesn't understand that I don't want to go to the party. It's already hurtful enough he's with her..and now Getting married. What is she thinking? Nothing apparently. All she wants is to have fun I guess. I'm honestly not into it..
I was caught up in my thoughts I didn't realize the crazy girl was in my house behind me.
I felt someone wrap their arms around me from behind. I tensed up a bit but then she spoke loudly into my ears.
"Get your ass up! We're going to be late for naruto's party!" She started to shake me by the shoulders. I looked up at her half dead. You know, like those zombies from the walking dead? My eyes all sunken in with black circles around it? Creeeeeeppy ~ Pfffft- I laughed. I guess I laughed a bit to hard because she was looking at me like I was crazy.
''...girl- you Need to go out more-"
"I'm fine, Ino. I wanna stay here."
"Um- no you're not. It's your teammate's party! He's getting married!!"
I frown. "I know. I just don't feel well. He'll understand."
"...." She sighed. "What's with you these days? Shouldn't you be happy? Ever since you found out they were dating you turned into this!" She pointed at my living room. I didn't notice it but it was completely filthy. Clothes, food, snack wrappers and soda cans every where. The only light was coming from the tv. I looked into the mirror from across the room. Remember that joke I made earlier about me looking like a zombie? Well...lets say that wasn't a joke anymore. I looked skinnier than usual with sunken dark eyes, messy hair andI looked like i was half dead.
"Sakura.."
I looked up at her and smiled
"I'm fine, ino pig. Don't worry. I'm just taking a break. Give naruto my blessings."
"...what you're doing isn't healthy.. That junk food isn't doing anything for you. I don't know what happened but please tell me. I care about you.. I love you.." I could tell she was concerned about Me. I want to tell her I'm fine but the words just won't come out. To see her worry about me made Me feel bad.
"...ino.."
"Tomorrow we're going shopping. I'm letting you off just this once. " She let go of me and smiled. "You better be ready when I come to pick you up"
"....okay..."
"I'll tell naruto you couldn't come.. Now, " She took her purse from the sofa and walked towards the door "byyye!!"
"bye, ino.. "
After that,she left. That night I did nothing but watch TV and eat junk food. Later I tried to get some relief. I went to the kitchen cupboard and opened it.
"...hello again.. I may need you again tonight"
I took out a large bottle of wine. Poured it into a glass. Some people get a little Crazy from drinking and I'm one of them. But in a different way. It doesn't only help me relax but it also Makes my body feel hot and good if you know what I mean. That also helps.
I've been drinking for like what? 3 Years now? You can say it helps.
I filled it to the top and drank it all in one gulp. Took deep breathes.
"Hell yes..."
My name is sakura Haruno.
Ever since I was a child this boy helped me in every way he could.
Like him, people said I would be nothing.
Unlike him,I didn't prove them wrong.
Him..
Now he's getting married.
I..was a little to late.
My name is sakura Haruno.
Regrets of a fool.
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Regrets of a fool (EDITING )
Fiksi Penggemar'''fool'' best word to describe someone like you. he saved you, helped you, comforted you. he even loved you. But you were to busy focusing on the one that didnt even look at you. that one even tried to kill you. tell me, do you regret it?' '...yes...
