Running Scared

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Donika

I slept good that night. I felt free. I would no longer get hurt. Or so I thought. No more  rape. No more selling my body to strange dudes. But then how will I live. I didn't know shit I dropped outta school a long time ago. I just felt like that shit wasn't for me. I mean shit at one time I thought life wasn't for me neither. I grew out of that though once I watched my brother kill himself from being picked on because of his sexuality. Yea I watched I mean I couldn't do shit. I know that's what he wanted he told me so many times before. It would always start off as a good conversation then it would get depression. Sis you know I love you he would start off but I can't live like this. I mean look at me. Dad doesn't love me I'm not lovable. He said I don't wanna be here anymore sis. I hate me he would say with tears running down his face. I would cry with him. He's been dead for 10 years now. I missed my brother he was my other half. When he left that's when the rape started. But now I'm free I picked up my bags and left the hotel on a new life mission.....

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