Lost Hope

Lost Hope: Chapter One.

Some fans would get heartbroken when their favorite member of One Direction gets a girlfriend.

Some would get angry when people bash and sends hate to One Direction.

Well me, I'm one of those Directioners who feel sad and broken all of the time just because One Direction failed to recognize the countries other Directioners live in and failed to have tour in those countries.

Directioners in those countries must be feeling what I'm feeling right now.

At times, I feel contented sitting in front of my laptop, tweeting the boys how much I love them and how much I support them in every single way. I tweet them for them to see me, but they don't even notice. I feel like I'm invisible. I love them so much that I'm willing to do anything just to see them. I love them so much but they don't even know I exist. How can you love someone you haven't even met right? Oh, the fangirl feels.

If fangirling is a job, I swear I'd be a billionaire and swimming and in my own money right now to the point that I can buy One Direction. But nooo.

"Liz, baby, what are you doing?" Ugh, there's this thing called knocking, mother. "Fangirling over boys who doesn't even know I exist." I answered my mom.

By the way, I'm Elizabeth Jane Parker, but people call me Liz or Lizzie or Jane. Not Beth. I don't like that name.

"Is it One Direction again?" duh mommy. Duh!!!

"Who else would it be?" I gave her the 'duh' look.

"You do realize you can meet them in just a snap right?" My mom said. "Well, yeah. But it's different when you get to see them live and be one of the lucky fans to get to their meet and greet."

"Babe, our company is their biggest sponsor of clothing line." Mom is right. We have a company of clothing line called Parker&Co. My mom is a well-known fashion designer in the world of fashion. I even get to model her designs.

We're in London right now managing one of our company's branches. We're only here for half a year then we'll travel again to our next branch. I don't know where because Parker&Co. have branches worldwide.

"I know mom. I know. It's just different when you get to see their live concerts with the whole fandom. It'll be nice to meet all of them in just one place." I said to her. Getting to meet directioners from different parts of the country or the world would be very nice. They are like sisters that I never had.

"Want me to call Lou for you?" Lou Teasdale is a family friend and my mom's best friend and she's the one who styles my hair for special occassions. "No need for you to call her you know. I'm just gonna get my hopes up and get hurt again." I dramatically answered her. Hey, I don't wanna use connections to get to the boys. I know having connections would be easy but that would be unfair for other directioners.

"I'll be down at the kitchen if you ever change your mind."

"Okay. Thanks mother."

I want to meet the boys along with other directioners. That would be fun.

Straight off the plane to the new hotel 

Just touch down you can never tell 

Big house party with a crowded kitchen

I heard my phone singing to Midnight Memories. Who could be the one calling?

"Lizzie speaking." I answered the call without even looking at the caller ID. "Hey Liz!! It's Lux's birthday next week, monday, and I just sent an invitation to your email. I hope you and your mom could come." It's Lou! And of course we'll come to cutie little Lux's birthday!

"Of course we'll be there!! Just text me the address and I'll go tell my mum." It's a good thing we're in London, or else we won't be able to come.

I went down to the kitchen where my mom is at the moment, to tell her that Lou called and invited us to baby Lux's birthday party. I want to go because I don't want to turn their invitation down and I don't want to miss this moment for baby Lux. And of course, there is 99% chance that One Direction is attending the party.

"Hey momma. Lou called and she wants us to attend Lux's birthday. I don't wanna miss it for the world." I told my mom the moment I entered the kitchen. "You don't wanna miss her birthday or you just want to see One Direction at the party?" My mom raised her eyebrow and smirked at me. "Partly. But whatever. Haha! Let's attend okay and I miss Lux."

"Sure. Whatever helps you sleep at night." My mom chuckled.

I just went back to my room and prepared my party clothes. Or should I say, outfit of the day/party. Hahaha!

I went in my walk-in closet and searched for the perfect clothes to wear. It's a children's party, I know, but I want to look my best. The boys might be there and all.

I approached the jeans section first, I don't know why but I did anyways, and found the perfect jeans to wear. It's the cutest one I own. It has bow-shaped design on both sides [A/N: picture of the outfit on the side]. Next, I went to my cute tops section of the closet, and there I found the perfect top to match my jeans, a baby pink cropped top. Finally, I looked for my footwear and went to my shoe section. I picked out my sneaker wedge to make me look taller. Hahaha! I'm only 5'5".

By the way, today is saturday so I'm preparing my clothes as early as now. I like preparing my outfits very early so I won't cram and choose whatever I can pick out of my huge closet. That would be a disaster for me.

If this is one way for one of the boys to notice me, I'd take my chances. I just want them to know what it feels like when their idols give them false hopes.

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sorry the picture won't upload :( i'll try a different link. but enjoooy :)