Broken and hard to fix

Wild heart

Sierras' pov.

On the airport i took some tea and waited for my plane to a new life. I know it sounds kind of cheesy this with the moving and new life. But i really need to get away from my past, it's hunting me wherever i go. When i come to London i want to change my life. I want to feel bigger and more confident. I don't wanna be that girl who allways hides behind a book and don't want to have some fun and party and stuff. I wanna live, for once. And then i want to get on with my singin. I'm going to sing on the streets to get some money and then i'm going to work in a shop by the mainstreet. Maybe i'll meet some nice people. The loudspeaker let me know that my plane is ready to arrive. I take my stuff that i'm going to have on the plane and walks to the arriving platform. When i've found my seat on the plane i take my ipod and headphones out of my handbag. The song Give me love by Ed Sheeran starts to play. I make myself confortable and slowly i fall asleep.

I woke up because of the song Push play by Zedd Ft. Miriam Bryant. It was only half an hour left until the plane would land in London. I yawned and checked my phone. I got my Iphone5 for Christmas one week ago. I looked out the window and a memory came into my head.

''Michael are you sure about this? Your parents are maybe going to find out.'' I looked at him unsure but he just smiled at me. I looked down on the wood floor inside his old treehouse and blushed. He took my chin and came closer. He put our lips together and murmur into them '' We'll be fine.'' I smiled. Then he pushed away and looked into my eyes. '' Let's run away, like those in the movies.'' I looked at him confused and corrected my dark blue skirt just to have a reason to look away from his eyes.He took my chin again and made me look up. '' Please, i know you don't want to live here either!'' He almost sounded a little bit mad this time. I got a little bit scared inside but tried to hide it.'' Yes but you know i have to finish highschool first.'' I almost whispered. He took a hard grip on my chin and lifted his other hand. I looked at him and fear filled me. He slapped me on the cheek and then let go of me. Tears filled my eyes. He stood up and shouted. '' I trusted you!'' That's three words he says to me all the time. Tommorrow he's going to be really sorry about what he did. He allways is. I walked down the ladder and headed home ters rolling down my face. But what do i do when i love him so damn much?

I woke up from my toughts and saw that it was only 15 minutes left of the flight. I put my phone in the hand bag and got ready for the landing. When i was out of the flight 20 minutes later i got my bags and then i took a cab to my new apartment. I love the apartment and was so excited to spend time in it. I took of my shoes and looked at all the boxes on the floor. I was exhausted and just wanted to sleep. I crashed into my bed and fell asleep immediately.

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I woke up because i was nearly rolling of the bed. You know when you're sleeping and are getting really comfy but then you suudenly wake up by some reason. Yeah, like that. So I woke up of a heartattack , today is starting well. I stood up on the cold floor a huttered a little. I really don't like winter sometimes. I looked down at myself and realised i was in the same t-shirt and jeans as yesterday.

I changed into my pink sweatpants and started to walk down the stairs to kitchen. I needed food, like right now. I love food, food is allways there for me when i need it. I opened the fridge and saw...nothing. My mouth dropped. My stomage starded to make weird noises and I decided to go out and have some brunch. I walked back upstairs and took a quick shower. I didn't wash my hair cuse that would take too long. I walked to my suitcase opening it and took out some clothes to see what to wear.

'' What do i want to wear today.'' I mumbeled for myself. I decided for something not that special. I took my darkblue jeans, my white top, my favorite leather jacket and a grey muffler. I put on some shoes, took my bag and keys and went out. 

Out on the street it was kind of crowded because it's only a week since Christmas and most people have holday for three more weeks. Like me. I started too walk down the mainstreet while looking at the shops and restaurants. When i've walked for like 15 min I found what I was looking for. I walked in to a restaurant with the sign of eggs and bacon on a plate formed to a smiley face. I was starving!

As I found a free table i sat down and started to look at the menu. I decided to take the pancakes and some orange juice. When the waitress had taken my order she smiled at me and told me that it would take like 15 min or so. I nodded and took my phone out of my bag and started to check my messages. Nothing. Nothing on Facebook either, or twitter. For a moment I feel unloved, but then i remember my deal with myself and keep on smiling. After about 20 min my pancakes ar ready and i start to digg in. Oh-my-god. I couldn't hep but letting out a little moam as I tasted the pancakes. This was delicious! My plate was empty a few minutes later and i felt really full. I paid and went out on the street again.

My fridge was empty so i decided to go to a supermarket. I saw one a little earlier. As i found one i got in and took a shopping cart. I started too walk around taking stuff i tought i would need. Like butter, bread, some coke, pasta and stuff like that. My phone buzzed and took it from my handbag and kept on walking while checking what it was. It was only a message that my mom had sent me to tell me she loved me and that it was good i got here save. As I was replying my carter suddenly crashed in to something and i dropped my phone while getting the second heartattack for today. When i looked up i saw a brown curled guy sitting on the floor rubbing his back. I took my phone from the floor and rushed to him. 

''Omg, are you okay? I'm sooooo sorry, i can be so clumsy sometimes!'' Great first day and...wow. He was so fucking hot. His green eyes looked in to mine and he smirked. OMG! He got the cutest dimples i've ever seen in my life! I Felt my cheeks burn but I'm not that kind of person that get red ckeeks, they just get hot. 

''Please, don't blame yourself darling.'' He said while smiling. '' I should've been more careful.'' I had to brake the eye contakt so i would be able to smile at him. I smiled a little then I realised he was still sitting on the floor so i reached out my hand and he took it.

''I'm still sorry tough.'' I said. He chuckled and brushed of he's pants.

''What's your name if i may ask?'' I shivered at his Brittish accent.

'' My name is Sierra. And you are?'' I smiled at him.

''Nice to meet you Sierra! I am Harry. You don't sound like you're from here? Are you on vacation?'' He looked down at the floor with a sad look on his face. I giggeled, because we met for like three minutes ago. He's such a charmer.

'' I'm from Brooklyn. I just moved here, yesterday to be exact.'' Harry grinned at me and looked kind of released. I giggeled again. 

''Good to hear'' He winked. '' Do you have anyone to show you around? I shook my head. He got a big smile on his lips. '' Good.'' He took his phone out of his back pocket and looked up at me...or down cuse hi's longer than me. '' Can you give me your number? I looked at him and tought for a moment that i should say no, but then i cought my self saying.

''Yeah sure!'' I gave him my number and then he told me he was going to text me the date when he had a chanse to show me around. I started too walk over to the pay desk when i remembered i had forgot to buy water. I went back to get the water and took a box of ice cream at the same time.

As i walked back to my apartment i started too think about Michael. I wounder what he was doing? Maybe he was out with his friends or something. Not that i care. When i got to my apartment i put everything in place and then i looked at the boxes on the floor again. I got to pack up. I started at my bedroom. I packed up all the photos and stuff that i was going to have in my bedroom. I looked at one of the photos that was a picture of Michael,Sonny and me laying on the beach with silly faces. Or yeah they where making silly faces meanwhile I just had my fingers as a peace sign while smiling a little bit awkwardly. Yeah that was the old me. I put it on a notice-board were I had all the other photos. I moved to another box where i had clothes. I put them in the wardrobe. Then i moved to the next box and next and next... Four hours later I had my bedroom, bathroom and kitchen done. I was tired as hell and my back and arms was hurting. So i decided to watch some tv. I laid down on the couch and started to watch some random movie. Slowly i fell into a deep slumber.

Hayy! Hope you liked this chapter!!!! Tell me what you think in the comments!Next Chapter comes out next Thursday!!!! :* ♥ I felt like i needed to make this longer so i did! I really hope you like it!!!! SEE YAAH!   VOTE PLEASE!! AND SHARE!! :**