Broken and hard to fix

Let's go to my place instead

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Harrys pov.

I looked at myself in the mirror. I was looking really nice today. I had to because i had a date with Sierra...or a think it is a date? When a boy eats dinner with a girl it is a date right? No? Oh god, what if she thinks i'm in to her? Am I? I sight and look at my phone. I have to be at her house after about 20 minutes. I get out of the bathroom and in to the kitchen where Niall is sitting by the kitchen table.

'' Hey mate! You're looking good '' He says with a smirk. I smile at him.

'' Thanks Nialler. What are you up to tonight?'' He furrows his eyebrows.

''I tought i was coming with you guys?'' I stop in the middle of my move to take some tea.

''What!?'' Niall burst out laughing so hard he almost falls of the shair.

''You should've..hahha...seen..hahhahahhahahah.. YOUR FACE! '' I roll my eyes and smile at him.

'' At least I'm not a loner.'' Niall stops laughing.

''Thats not fair.'' I grinned at him.

''I think i'm going to ask if she want to come over here afterwards?'' I said while sipping on my tea.

''Yeah sure, that's fine as long as she's not a total bitch.'' I smile cuse she's the total opposite. ''Like all your other girls.''

''Wait what?'' I almost spit out my tea.

'' Yeah, no one liked Lindsey or Amanda. You know that.''

''Yeah, but why do think she is my girl?''

''Because you obviously like her, duh!'' Do I like her? No, not like that.. I think.

'' Niall we are just friends.''

''Oh okey. When were you gonna pick her up?''

'' At seven, why?''

'' Well cuse you're getting late to your first da..hrm..dinner with your 'friend'.'' He says while doing quotes in the air while saying friend. I look up at the kitchen clock and my eyes gets big. How did the time went by so fast?

''Well, see you later mate!'' I took my car keys and ran outside.

Sierras pov.

We went to a kebab bar. Well that proves we are just friends, good I was so nervous he was going to take me somewhere really fancy or romantic! On our way here we were singin along to Radio Hearts. That was fun, I love the song! An he has an amazing singing voice.

While waiting for the dinner to arrive we talked about his family and stupid things he had done when he was younger. When he asked me about my family I simply said that I have a mom that I love and that my life was pretty normal when i was a kid. He asked about my dad and I got saved by the waitress who was coming with our food. We ate in silence. Afterwards he wanted to take me home to his place but I said that i reather had him over to mine. He agreed and we payed the bill...or he did. An then we made our way home to my apartment.

'' Wow, I really like your apartment! '' He looked around the apartment and went in to every room like a little child who was searching for a good hidingplace in hide and seek. I laughed at him when he tripped on something and fell to the grownd in my bedroom. When i had stop laughing i sat beside him on the floor.

''Are you okay?'' I smiled at him, he didn't smile back. He looked mad. My smile disappeared. I looked down at my feets. I had my arms around my legs.

''Do I look like I'm okay?!'' I didn't say anything. ''Look at me.'' I slowly looked over at him and saw he was smirking at me. I slapped him on his arm and got up from the floor.

''I hate you, I got scared!'' I shouted while walking out the room. He laughed and I started to walk down the stairs to the livingroom. I heard steps behind me. When I sat down on the couch he sat beside me.

''You know I was kidding right?'' I kept on looking straight forwards.

'' Yeah.''

''Good.'' He said and laid his head on my shoulder. Wow how romantic.

''What are you doing?'' I asked a little suspicious.

''Enjoying having a friendship with a girl instead of an relationship.'' I smiled.

''Me too. I really need more girl friends here.''

'' Heeey!'' We laughed and then sighted.

''No but really. I need more friends here. so..thanks.''

''No problemas babe.'' I smiled while shutting my eyes, this was great. I just hope i don't fall asleep and starts dreaming. Cuse that wouldn't end well. I slowly fell alsleep.

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I stood in front of the mirror. Was I really that ugly? Yes, I was. They wanted me to die. I knew that. I didn't even have to ask. They wouldn't even notice if I just disappeared. My family would be happy to get of with one child. I can hear them say ''Wow, it feels so good that she decided to die! I've waited for this for years now!''  No one likes me. Not even my own boyfriend. I look at the mascara coverd face in the mirror. Why did a have to be so fucking ugly. I screamed, i knew no one could hear me cuse i was home alone as usual. No one cared. No one is ever going to care. I screamed once again and this time i hit the mirror at the same time. It didn't break as i wanted it to. I hit again, and again, and again. Pieces of glass suddenly came flying against me. I kept on hitting and screaming and my hands got bloody. I didn't care. No one cares.

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I woke up with tears all over my face. Again. I was lying in my sofa with a blanket sweapt over me. Harry must have left after i fell asleep. On the coffee table there was a note. I took it and read it. 

You fell asleep and I didn't want to wake you up. I had a great time. See you later babe! :)

I smiled for myself. I wasn't hungry and the clock was already 11pm so i decided to go to bed. When i was in my room a took my dreamcatcher out of my wardrobe. I but it over my bed. I didn't want to have nightmares tonight. I din't want to wake up in tears and sweat. I wanted to dream something nice. I came here cuse i wanted to forget about my past. I have to do something to make that happen.

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