Broken and hard to fix

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(IMPORTANT AUTHORS NOTE ON THE END)

His lips started to move against mine. Didn't he notice I didn't kiss him back? I started to feel awkward when I just stood there with him trying to force me to move my lips. After a little he stopped. He moved his hands down to my butt. 

'' You don't know how much I've missed you, us!'' I forced a smile and said with a nervous and shaking voice.

'' Yeah, me too. Kind of.'' I don't think he heard the last words cuse he had grab my waist and lead me to his car. 

When we were in the car he started to talk about what he've been doing the last year. I tried to listen and say things sometimes but....I don't think he cared. Then he came to a subject I really wanted to pass. Memories. And memories means past and don't like the past, I hate the past, I wanna lose all the memories I have from the past, I wanna throw it out the window and scream to it that it never should come back. 

'' Remember when we were at a picnick and you got blueberries on your chin and that dog came and licked it of? '' He laughed. ''That was a good one! Oh, and that one time you fell into the water and my friends couldn't stop laugh and I yelled at them to stop and came to help you?.'' 

'' Wait, you didn't help me? You laughed with them what I remember.'' I saw his face and tried to laugh a little. ''Eh, But I don't really remem...'' 

'' I WAS HELPING YOU! DON'T YOU REMEMBER? SHUT UP IF YOU GONNA THROW MEANINGLESS THINGS AT ME LIKE THAT! AND IF YOU EVER, I MEAN E-V-E-R CALL ME A LIAR AGAIN I'M GONNA MAKE YOU REGRET IT SOOO MUCH. DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?'' I nodded. This was the bad side of him, the side I didn't want back. But I still feel like we have something great. cuse he has his good moments. '' Good.'' He said with a annoyed tone. 

We drove while he was talking about all the funny stuff he had done over the spring breake and that remind me of that I was going to start school in a few weeks, three to be exact. And that I didn't have any friends there, cuse I'm new. Suddenly when he was talking abbout when he tried skydiving he put his hand on my leg a little to high. I tried to move my leg but he held it on the same place. I has allways been strong but he was even stronger now.

We finally got to the restaurant and I almost jumpped out of the car. I don't know why, but didn't want to be in such a small space with Michael. When I saw where he had been taking me I got scared. We where at the cinema. Cinema means sitting beside eachother really close,not have the possibility to talk and in almost total darkness. We went in and he had chosen a science fiction movie and we sat a the row in the back of the cinema with popcorn and only one more cuple on the same row ten seats away. Yes I counted. I was starting to get really nervous now. He had kissed me earlier why wouldn't I be scared. I want Harry, Niall or Liam here instead of Michael right now. 

The movie started and I tried to focus on only the movie. Michael was eating all the popcorns and when he had eaten them all he put the box aside. After like five minutes I felt something warm and heavy on my leg. I took a quick look down and saw Michaels hand resting a little to high on my leg. It was slowly stroke up and down on my leg. I wispered to him.

'' Can you please not do that Michael.'' His hand stopped but stayed on my leg. I tought for myself that I have to deal with that. After a while he started again. Slowly,slowly stroking up and down. I wispered again a little higher this time. '' Stop it I said.'' Shouldn't have said that. 

He took a grip of my leg and started to kiss my neck softly. Then he wipered so that his lips was brushing my ear.

'' Love, I don't really care what you're saying. I tought that you had learned from before that I am the one who decides what's happening and what's not.'' I got chills along my back. '' Isn't it?'' He asked and I could really feel the grin he had on his face. I nodded. What could I do? The only thing I had on my mind right there was ' I need to get out of here... NOW!' I was scared of what he was gonna do to me after the cinema so like fifteen minutes later I told him that I had to use the toilet. I was greatful I hadn't taken of my jacket before and that I only had a small bag. I tried to look normal walking out like I just was on my way to the toilet, but I knew that he was gonna follow me very soon. So when I came out from the cinema hall I almost ran outside. Outside was cold and it was raining. Great. I took up my phone and dialled Harrys number. In that moment I didn't care about the fight, I just wanted to get somewhere safe. He didn't aswer. Fuck. He probably didn't want to talk to me. Why didn't I ask for Nialls number?! Wait...I have Liam' right? YES! I dialled it. After a few signals I came to the voicemail. I cursed once again while loking around the streets. They were almost empty. 

After a while I heard steps behind me but I didn't pay attention to it. Before... I heard someone whisper into my ear low,slowly and creepy 'Boo'. My heart almost stopped and my hole body got chills and I felt my past flash before my eyes. Such a familiar voice. Such a scary voice. Such a lovely voice. Such a douchebag. Such a sweetheart. I need to call Harry , or someone. He turned me around and slammed me against the wall to the building.

'' Why did you do that to me Sierra?!'' He actually looked kinda sad. '' Answer me your bitch!'' I felt something buzz in my pocket. I got my phone on vibrate still from the cinema. With my hopes on that it was Harry or Liam I put my hands slowly into my pocket without Michael noticing. I said with a shaky voice.

'' I- i - i don't k-know Michael. I needed air i guess.'' I was praying to god that I answered the phone right, at least it stopped buzzing. I was shaking in my hole body. Because I was scared and because it was raining. I really hoped my plan would work out. I almost shouted. '' I needed to go out of the cinema Michael.'' He raised his eyebrows.

'' I DON'T CARE.'' He came closer and pressed my body even harder against the wall. '' I just want you to do as I say little Sierra, like the old days.'' He said in a low raspy voice almsot touching my lips. He started to lower his hands to my bum and bite my neck. So I took the chance and shouted.

''HELP ME I'M OUTSIDE THE CINEMA!'' Michael stopped for a second and looked into my eyes. His eyes was really dark and he had a smirk on his face. He took a hard grip around my wrist and started to drag me trough the rain agains his car. I tried to hold on to everything that came in my way. '' Why are you doing this? No one is coming to help me, don't you see that?'' He stopped and swinged my arm around so that it was pushed up against my back, he took my other arm to and had them in a steady grip. He pushed them a little higher and i fell to the ground on my knees. Why did I take a skirt?

''Police grip. I know no one's gonna help you but I just want to take you to my care so that we can talk alone.'' He tried to sound sweet but it just made me feel sick and suddenly I just wanted to puke. He dragged me up from the ground and we passed the cinema entrance. Okey after like two minutes it's too late, I can't be 'saved'. 

When I saw the car I stopped trying. I don't know what Michael was gonna do with me and I don't wanna know. All the way over to his car I prayed that I would survive this. But when he had pushed me inside the car I stopped believ that somebody would save me. He came inside the car and trhrew himself over me. He kissed me, bite my neck, tried to undress me and touched me everywhere. While  I was screaming for him to stop and trying to push him away from me. Didn't he think someone would see us in almost the middle of New York? My jacket lay on the car floor and my skirt was falling down. I felt panic in my hole body and tears flowing down my cheeks. I new this feeling too damn well. I wanted to get out fast, really fast. Michael had crawled over on my side and was almost on top of me. My wiew was getting flickery and my body was getting tired of all the resisting. He dragged of my shirt and I couldnt make any resistance anymore. It all went so blurry. 

Then suddenly an angel opened the car door an dragged Michael of off me. My eyes shut and the only thing I could feel was pain.

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