Terrible Disaster (Ash Costello/Chris Motionless)

Chapter 19.

"Okay guys, it's time. I don't care the order, but Chris, and Kuza will definitely be last." I said. Everyone started leaving the room, and going out to the waiting room, and the person who stayed was Vinny. Vinny walked out after I had talked to him for a little bit, and I told him to send someone else back. I was trying to keep the tears in when Ryan walked in. 

"Hey." He said. 

"Hey Ryan." I replied smiling.

"Damn, I didn't think this would be that hard." He replied I chuckled.

"You? I have to go through this more than once, you on the other hand only have to do this once." I replied laughing. 

"You're amazing." He said. 

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"I mean, you're well, you're you know." 

"Dying." I finished for him.

"Yeah that." He said "And you're making all these jokes, that's why you're amazing." He said. 

"Thanks." I said. "Take care of them for me." I said. 

"I will." He said. I nodded my head. After he left other people came in like the guys from my band, Chris's sister, Ghost, Josh, then Chris's mom came in.

"Hi, sweetheart." She said walking in. 

"Hey." I said smiling she sat in the chair next to me, and grabbed my hand.

"I don't need to tell you how much you've impacted my son's life, I'm sure you know that." She said. 

"Yeah, I know." I replied. 

"Well, then you also know that you are his world, and I'm scared to see what he's going to be like without you in his life." She added. "I just don't know how he's going to handle this, and I know there isn't anything you can do about it now, but I just wanted you to know that honey. You will definitely be missed." She said. 

"Thank you, please take care of him." I asked.

"Of course honey." She said then walked out. 

"Mom." I said as she walked in tears already falling down her face. 

"My baby." She cried. "I'm not the one who is supposed to be burying you, you're supposed to be burying me." She cried hugging me tightly.

"Mom, I'm so sorry." I said starting to cry. 

"I can't imagine life without my baby, how will I go on knowing my child isn't going to be alive anymore?" She asked.

"Mom, don't say that. "I'll forever be here in everyone's hearts, and memories." I replied hugging her back. 

"I know that baby, but it's still really hard for me to process that you're not going to be around anymore." She cried. 

"Mom I love you." I said. 

"I love you too baby." She said kissing me on the cheek. Then she left, and in walked Ricky.

"Hey Rickster." I said wiping the remaining tears from my face. 

"Hey Ashter." He replied crying already. "Boy it's gonna be different not having you around to beat me up anymore." He said. 

"How ever will you live?" I asked laughing.

"I honestly don't know he replied, and he started crying again. 

"Hey, look at me." I instructed he looked at me his eyes red, and tears falling down his face. "Honey please don't cry. Please just try, and remember all the fun times we had please." I said opening my arms for him. He ran into them, and cried into my chest. After Ricky had somewhat calmed down he left, then Angelo came in.