Harmful Youth

x Roses and Razors x

Dillion left to go get clothes from his house, because he planned on staying with me for a long time.

Of course he okay-ed it with his mother and father.

Haley and I sat on the couch with a gun on the table in front of us just in case. We sat there and watched Ridiculousness.

I wished mom and dad were still alive. Then again I don't because if they were and Haley would still be with Jasper then she would be the one being abused and raped and I'm glad to save her from that. I loved her with all my heart. She was the only family I had left.

The door opened, Haley and I jumped, cowering into each other.

"Hey ladies chill, it's just me." Dillion looked like he would have laughed, but he knew the fears that were passing through Haley's and my head.

I sighed,"Oh okay, good."

He threw his bag down in the hallway and walked over to me and hugged me. He moved me back a few inches and looked at me, "Hannah you look really pale. Are you okay?"

"No, I feel like crap and I swear I feel like Jasper is coming for me. I just know he is."

"Hannah as long as I am here he won't touch you. I've proved that. Just go lay down." Dillion followed me into my room and layed there with me.

I pretended to be asleep and soon after Dillion fell asleep next to me.

I tried to sneak up and out, but he woke up. Damn. "Where are you going?"

"I have to use the bathroom..." I lied.

"Hurry back."

I walked into the bathroom. I shut and locked the door, opening the top drawer on the shelf pulling out a new razor.

I started cutting, one cut, two cuts, three cuts, four. The blood just started dripping to the floor.

The door caved in. Dillion busted it open. Great.

"Hannah! Stop!" Dillion grabbed my hand that was holding the razor, "Haley!"

She came rushing in, "Hannah, stop! Give me the razor!"

"No, I need to!" I hissed. I could feel my eyes flash from hurt to pure anger.

Dillion held my wrist and took the razor.

I sunk down to the floor, crying with my hands over my face, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I just couldn't help it."

Dillion walked out and did something with the razor.

When he came back his arm had a cut on it, "I'm with you in anything you go through. I love you."

He sunk down beside me and wrapped his arm that wasn't bleeding around my shoulders.

"I love you too." I sobbed.

He stood up and helped me up.

Haley came in with a First Aid kit and bandaged up Dillion's and my arms up.

Dillion and me went into the living room to watch a movie, Haley didn't trust me after the little scene I just pulled, so she sat in the chair next to the couch.

I layed my head in DIllion's lap slowly drifting off to sleep, his hand was resting on my side. 

I woke up and Dillion was still sitting here, my head still in his lap and his hand still on my side.

"Dillion, how long was I asleep?" I inquired.

"Um, " he turned his head to look at the clock, "It's 9 now so about 5 hours." 

"5 hours? Really? Holy shit. You've been sitting here all this time?"

"Well yea. When I said, 'I would never leave your side', I meant it. I'm appointing myself to protect you and show you how much I care and love you."

I sat up and went to go get water, "You want anything to drink?" I shouted.

"No thanks. I'm good. Thank you though."

Went I got in to the kitchen there was a heart shaped box of chocolates and a bouqet of red roses. I felt tears tugging at the corners of my eyes. 

Did Dillion really surprise me with these? 

I was on the verge of tears.

Dillion walked in behind me and smiled, wrapping his arms around my waist and resting his head on my shoulder from behind, "Surprise."

I spun around and hugged him, "Thank you so much!" 

I couldn't resist the urge to kiss him, so I did.