My Abuse Is Payback

Chapter 6- I Want To Stop!

*Lauren POV*

I woke up from taking a nap and went downstairs. I seen Roc on the couch looking at t.v. I honestly 2ant to apologize but would if he beats me again? Would if he kill me this time? But its worth a try right?

Lau: Um....Roc

Roc: *looks at Lauren* What!?

Maybe i should stop talking and just clean up, but NO I need to stick up for myself

Lau: Can we talk?

Roc: NO GO CLEAN

Lau:.........No

Roc: *gets up* What did you just say?

Lau: I SAID NO!

He walked over and slapped me, and i slapped him back.

Lau: LISTEN TO ME ROC! IM SORRY OKAY! IM SORRY! I get it! I ruined your life and im sorry. I was abused and raped and hurt by my own parents, and I treated Prod the same way because i wanted someone to feel my pain and he was an easy target. Prod was the best boyfriend i ever had and im sorry. But i cant keep getting beat, I just cant.

I started crying because i was thinking of the past and how my life would've been if i stayed with prod. What my life would've been if my parents didn't try their hardest to tear me down instead of build me up. I want to take back everything i did but its too late......Its always to late.

*Roc POV*

I was shocked she told me no and ro top that off....She slapped me. I listened to her talk and i felt her pain. I didnt know her parents abused her. And she's not the only one tired of getting abused and pushed around. I have to deal with Ray and Prince because they want Payback. I dont and Im pretty sure Prod doesn't either. Why cant they just drop the situation and chill out!? I hugged her when she started crying and I could tell she was scared because she jumped, but soon hugged me back.

Roc: Im sorry

Lau: Its okay

Roc: No its not....Listen....I love you Lauren. I really do and I hate abusing you but Ray and Prince want Payback. And by me being the youngest out of them its like they're controlling me and i just fall along with whatever they say.

Lau: If you love me, you would stop!

Roc: I want to stop! And I will! For us! I cant do this no more. Im tired of hurting you and hiding my pain inside. I love you and im sorry

Lau:.....I love you too *smiles*

I hugged her tighter. I just don't know what to tell Ray and Prince. They might beat me but I don't care. All I want is Lauren. Im sure Prod would like that.

Hey Guys!!!!

So, Im SORRY that i haven't updated and please dont feel like i lied to you guys. I was about to update but then i got on punishment -_- So Im gonna update as much as i can tomorrow, Saturday, and Sunday! Kk!!!