You Lost Me *Major Editing*

Chapter 16

My life was just getting perfect and then he had to call. He just had to come back into mylife and ruin it again like the jerk he was. Damn you Ryan. Ugh, I hate this guys with all my fucking life. He raped me, beat me, stabbed me, right when he had the chance too. I still can't believe my dad let him do that to me at the age of 12. MY OWN DAD. Except, I know why he did the day I left. He didn't like me. But my mom did. She didn't know what 'daddy' was doing behind her back for Three years straight. But when she did find out, she didn't do nothing. Because she was afraid.

FlashBack

I heard the door kncok at are house when i was locked on my room. Wait let me correct that, a shithole. I could faintly hear the sound of whispering.

"Yeah, I got her. And blah, blah, blah." I really want to know what he was talking about so I focused more on it.

"Yes.....Money.....Ari..." Wait, he said my name. This isnt gonna be good. I try to listen even more now after hearing my name but stop quickly.

I hear shuffling coming towards my room and then my door opens to reveal my father and a man. The dude looked okay I guess. His hair was black and spiked up a little, he had a suit on, a expensive looking suit may I add, and his smile threw me off. It looked evil. He smiled at me in what he thought was sweet. It looked anything but 'Sweet'. I looked away quickly. My luck today is horrible. No one is home but me and my dad.

He yanks me by my arm and then pushes me outside.

"Where's my money?!" He yells.

"Chill. I got it." He digs Into his pockets and takes out a wad of bills. He throws it towards my dad and walks away with me. He is holding onto my wrist tightly. I'm sure to have a bruise there tomorrow. I follow him of course, trying not to pay attention to the pain that forming.

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We eat to a mansion and then he throws me onto a king sized bed. I don't even try to back away because I know it's no use. He is just going to catch me. He keeps getting closer until he is infront of me. Now I start to panic. He forces his lips onto mine and I try to push him away but he doesn't budge.

"Be a good girl and stay still." His breathe smells like alcohol. I try not to gag and continue moving away from this pervert. He grabs my wrists and puts it above my head. He trails kisses along my neck and down my chest. He grabs a rope out of his pockets, I wonder how much stuff he has In there, and ties my wrist together.

Next, he rips of my clothes and stares at me with lust. Not the good kind either. It sickens me how people just do this to others. He rips off my bra and grabs my breast roughly. I start to cry because it hurts so much. He take of hi own clothes and pulls off my panties. I cry even more knowing what he is gonna do next.

I try to move my legs but notice he has tied them to. I feel the pain from struggling so much but I don't stop. After putting on a condom, He shoved it inside of me hard and roughly. It hurt so much. He goes in and out faster and harder each time. He moans a couple times but doesn't stop. I cry from al the pain coursing through me. This isn't how I planned to lose my virginity. He stabbed and yelled about how this was punishment for not listening.

He finally stops and I kept crying. My area hurt more and more because of my movement. I wanted to leave this place and never come back. He picked me up and put my clothes back on me. He lead me outside and instructed someone to bring me back home. But not without telling me something.

"You'll be coming back soon my dear." He whispered. He smiled at me and I looked away quickly. The man shoved me inside of the car and drove me back home.

No one was there, not even my dad. He was probably spending the money he got on something. I ran up to my room and cleaned myself. I tried to clean every memory of today out. It didn't help. I got out of the bathroom and put a long sleeved shirt on with long pajama pants. It was summer but I felt safe knowing my whole body was covered. I fell asleep thinking I was safe until my dad kept sending me back to him. I learned his name was Ryan.

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I shuttered at the memory. It was the worst feeling ever. I never told anyone but I know I have too. It will more easier. I trust my pack in keeping my secret so I decided to tell them.

'Pack meeting now please. In the kitchens.' I mind link.

They all agreed and we met in the kitchen.

"I got a call from a man. A horrible man that I want to forget. He raped me, beat me, and stabbed me many times before it stopped. But he somehow got my number and called me. He knows where I am and is coming."

"How?" Ange asked.

I told them the story and they all had the look of anger. I didn't like when people gave my sympathy and pity. They knew that too.

"I trusted you guys. I know you will keep this secret from everyone. This was a big part for my life and I really trust you with it. I never even told Alec. And don't worry, know was in the house when I told you guys." I knew that because everyone was at a party.

"We will always be here to protect you Ari." Tyler assured me.

" I know you will. Now lets do something fun. I don't want to think of this anymore." I said.

"Let's watch FINDING NEMO!!!" Cher excitedly yelled.

"Whoa, no need to yell babe, we could all here you perfectly." I said. Even though I am a princess now, I still need to fix my problems before I am the queen. That is my number one priority.

Right now I will enjoy the movie and maybe cry a little. Because I am a emotional girl. Yes, I am very emotional when it comes to Finding Nemo. I mean who wouldn't be, it's just so sad and heartbreaking. But in the end, it becomes a happily very after story. You just gotta love the plot.

But if you have never watched Finding Nemo, Lion King, or Toy Story. Or any Disney movie for that matter... YOU REALLY SUCK. What kind of childhood have you been living. You atleast need to watch Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Power Rangers, or and 80s cartoons! Like really they would be a great part of childhood.

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That Ryan guy, I hate him so much. I know you guys will too. He is a douche bag. I wonder of their are people really like that in the world.

Yesterday, I helped my best friend and also ex-boyfriend, with his new relationship. He broke up with her because of a dumb reason. He told me he stilled liked her and when he was listening to their song he almost cried. I told her stuff and then I asked if she wanted to go back to him. She did.

His stupid reason for breaking up with her was because HOT girls kept asking him out and he couldn't resist. I wanted too punch him so hard right then. He could be a douche sometimes but he is a really nice guy. But he can get on my nerves A LOT.

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY HARRY STYLES!!! I love him so much. He just gives me so many feels. I can't help it. Just like Niall. I can't believe how time flies. They are now officially a hot MAN BAND! Not a boy band anymore. I will miss those silly teenage times. But they are still the same in my eyes. Forever young they will be.

I love you guys! -Nutella