The Truths of it All...

Coming Home

It starts raining while me and my friends are walking walking home. Diamond automatically worries about her hair. "I know that's weave", I say. "Naw my shit real, I ain't got no tracks in this, Just look at it, says Diamond "Whatever ,Bye" , I say as we come to her house " Bye Girl , my bad boy", she responds We start laughing

"So today is the day" says Monica "Y...ea",I stutter " So you goin do it or not" ,she responds getting tempered "Yea I am", with my head hanging low "You just better do it to" " Alright I will.... So how things going with Elijah", I say trying to change the subject " I broke up with him" , she says as she stops walking " Why" " That nigga's dick was to small" she responds "True", I say knowing she's lying " Its really starting to rain,I think I'm goin to ta the short cut" she says and begins walking again

"Bye" , I say walking faster " See you on Monday",Monica says when she turns the corner

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I sit up in my room listen to Bad .

"Cause I be bad to you",I sing as the song goes off Then Same love comes on I never like the song but for some reason I didn't chose to skip it. When I was in the third grade I thought that I was gay... I begin to think how am I going to tell my parents. just how am I going to do it . And I can't change... I can't change who I am but I really wish I could , I want to be like everyone else. Love is kind...... Is love real...