Deep thoughts

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Moonlight Tide, seems very innocent right? hah...that's where you're wrong. Ocean avenue, also known as the Moonlight Tide, or death row, is a dark place, a place where many deaths have occurred, many strange events, and many unexplained things have happened. Some say people just fall off the rocks and bust their heads open, some say people just drown on accident, then some say... it's the sirens doing. The sirens are mythical creatures as so it's said, that lure sailors and anyone or anything into the water to be tortured, and beaten until death, usually by devouring the human alive. But how do they do this so you ask? Well, they use their beauty, and their song. Each siren has a different song, but it's also said that there is now only one living siren to be know of. But, this siren is the most beautiful of them all, but this siren was said to kill all the other ones cause he or she had a heart as cold as ice.

Erwin's POV

" Oh~ come on Eyebrows!~ it'll be fun, just a whole week, camping by the moon tide!~" I heard a very annoying brunette say excitedly as I walk down the pathway to my small, but nice apartment. I ignore her, as usual and walk inside my threshold. Walking in, I smell the warm scent of coffee rising from the kitchen, left the coffee pot on again this morning haven't I?

Hanji, the brunette I have mentioned earlier comes in and drops her stuff all on my floor, then again, as usual she goes and lays on my couch and snoozes into a deep sleep... Thank god, i get a break from all her obnoxious talking and blabbering about stupid shit. I walk into the kitchen now the coffee smell getting more, and more pleasant each step I take. I lay my things down on the counter and switch the red switch on the side off. Then, picking up the handle to the coffee pot i pour the rest of the UN-drunken coffee down the drain, and sigh.

I'm alone as usual, only a stupid girl on my couch who is honestly half drunk. I really never have anyone to talk to, or do anything with. It's been like this forever, I've felt empty forever. I listen to the clocks slow ticks as seconds, minutes, and lonely hours past. Time seems to slow, and life just seems to boring. I want someone to make the time go by faster, I want someone to spend my life with, I want someone to make life more interesting and bright. Alot of times, you find yourself just watching the clock and just watching the rain if you feel how i feel. I mean, what else is there to do?

But then sometimes, or most times i find myself deep thinking about all the wonders of life and what's in it for me. Maybe if I just wait something good might just happen. Maybe, maybe something will, maybe i will find someone that loves me, someone to waste time with and to be stupid with instead of sitting around and staring at the clock. Time is such a weird thing, it just repeats, and repeats and it won't stop. Even if you stop all the clocks and watches in the world, time will never stop. Even after someone has been born, or has died, time still doesn't stop.

It's also kinda like death also, death just keeps repeating and repeating, there is no end to it, just like birth, it never ends. But, then again, if one person dies it doesn't affect the whole world. Just like, if one person is born it doesn't affect the whole world. All it means is, someone died, and someone was born.

Anyways, i'm done with my deep thinking for the time being. Right now I just want to relax and maybe have a cup of hot tea or maybe just some water. Yes, that will probably put me to sleep real quickly. Unless, I get woken up by that shitty four eyes Hanji. I don't even know why she hangs out here she has a way better house than I do. And another thing, she's just to annoying for me to put up with. I push my thoughts of the brunette away and then stand up and ease my way to the sink for hot water. I pour some in the kettle on the stove and flick the stove on to 5 and lay the small, black kettle on the burner.

As soon as I set down the kettle on the burner, a window flew open with a gust of cold wind and some freezing raindrops made it's way in. I ignored the fact that most definitely the window would've stay closed because both of the sides were closed, and also locked. But, of course me being a idiot, I closed both of the windows like nothing happened.

I pulled a stool up and sat down on it carefully. As I waited for my black tea to finish I continued to watch the clock. Just, staring at it, and zoning out everything else around me. I guess I lost track of time for a couple of minutes, even though I was intensely staring down the clock. I jumped out of my zone when i heard the kettle ding, and a I heard the sharp whistle of the steam. Sighing softy, I stand up and walk back to the stove and turn it off. I open one of my creaking cabinets and got out a black coffee mug, I pour the hot tea into it carefully making sure not to spill it, and add 2 cubes of pure sugar. Yes, I do like sweats, but my tea is something i'm not to fond of having lots of sugar in it. Tea is such a weird thing, you can drink it in many things, and also drink it in many ways or forms. Like, you can drink it hot or cold, you can drink it with or without sugar, you can drink it with milk. You can even add some weird ass herbs or seasonings, or you can have like some tea mo chi, or just many types of things.

It reminds me of how humans are, there are many different ways a human can be. If it's race, sexuality. or religion. But sometimes, I think.... Is there something similar to humans and animals, but just isn't in either category? Like maybe something in between, something that is in both, the animal and human world? Something mythical or something never even discovered or seen before? I've heard rumors of something called a siren close to here, and me being myself i'm curious. Maybe what I've heard is true, maybe when people are fucking on the sand next to the moonlight tide they hear a soft song that just lures them into the ocean and whatever it is, kills them. Or maybe, they just drown in the water by just accidentally rolling in, or maybe some people are just taking walks by the cliff and they fall in and break their head or spine, then all the little creatures just eat them away.

I want to know.

While groaning in curiosity I realized I started deep thinking again. I stopped myself though, I don't want to get to deep into my own mind.

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