Niall's POV
I walked down the stairs when i heard the phone rang, I picked it up.
"Hi!" A familiar voice on the end of the line.
"Uhm.... hey....?" My brows furrowed.
"It's me, son." His voice seems happy.
"Daddy?" I smiled.
"Yes, baby. Open the door please, I'm here." I put the phone down and ran to the door, opened it.
"Baby!" He lift me up and hug me dearly, with one hand and another hand bringing bags.
"Daddy." I hug him back and pointed at dining room.
He smiled. "Mommy's there?" I nodded.
We got there with bags, i then opened it and see new toy cars and cool backpack with dinosaur face. "Thank you, daddy." I grinned widely and went to the bedroom, putting it aside. I got back and feel the tense as dad walked up to mom, with a knowing smirk.
"Another man again?" He glanced at him head to toe, then I realized Dean came and now sit on the table.
I was behind mom, dad's not yelling so the guest might not know what they talked about. "How far you both go?" brushing mom with pointing finger. "Here or here?" Her breasts or genital.
"We didn't do anything." Mom putting food on the plate on the tray.
"Yet?" He smirked. "That's odd. You always get laid on your first date."
"We aren't." She seem pissed but keep her cool.
"Then have it with me tonight, I'll satisfy you as i always did."
"No!" She backslapped his hands that's trying to hold her hands. "He's a child."
"Oh, you're pedophile now?" He chuckled. "You're fine with anyone, don't you?" His fist forming and relaxed again. "You're you, nothing will change and don't worry, I'm happy with my wife."
She smiled, hurt. "Sure, good luck with her."
"Sure. Uhm.... I'm taking Niall to my home later, as promised."
She nodded. "Okay, just please take good care of him."
"I will, even since he's in your womb, if only you told me and not rejecting my proposal." He seem pissed and went to the dining room.
"Sorry, dear, please help me with this tray. I knew you're there."
I tucked mom's apron. "Is it true that mom don't really care?"
She nodded. "I choosed them and how we go for the relationship. It's just when you don't wanna walk further with someone you should think twice."
"I'm afraid I'd be just like you."
"Sad, isn't it?" She wiped her tears that unknowingly flow. "I'm not asking for it, but wearing appealing clothes to tell someone that well dressed was too much. In the end I'm just an ugly smoker like whore."
I wiped her tears and hugged her."You're not whore ok? You're the best mom in the world even with imperfections."
She smiled and hug me back, kissed my forehead, seem relaxed.
"Lets eat mom, I'm starving." I got the tray and walked together there.
Dean's POV
I heard everything and pissed but as long as she's safe i won't go there and make more problem. I don't know how she was before i met her or before she got kids, afterall she seems like a good kid, but iI don't know for sure, maybe I should ask her or maybe not, its not the right time for that. I looked at Niall and saw how sad he was even when he put his cheerful mask on and pretend to not hear what his father told his mom. I waved goodbye behind Jane as she loocked the door.
I turn her around and hug her tight, kiss her forehead. "I love you."
"I'm sorry." She wrapped her little arms around me and lit the fire as she kissed me so passionately. Looking at me with dreary eyes. "Will you stay with me tonight?" Her teardrops rolling on her blushing cheeks.
"Don't worry, I'll stay forever if you want me to." I lift her up and holding her like a princess, walking to her bedroom and put her on the bed. "Are you sure about it?" She smile faintly.
"I don't know." Her hands lifting my shirt up, I stopped her and put her hands on my nape as I hovering above her, trying to hold back my desire and hurt her.
"Then don't." I lay beside her and hug her close. "You can say anything or nothing at all, I'll stay till you feel better."
She rolled closer to me, looking into my eyes and hide her face, sobbing and smiling. "Thanks." She sniffed my neck and smile again. "Cant believe I'm fucking a kid." She covered her eyes with her left arm, biting her lips nervously."
"First, we've had sex already though you may forgot and second, I'm not a kid anymore, not after I knew how it feels loving you." I uncovered her eyes and kissed them. She looked shocked and paralized.
She gasped. "Really? I thought you said nothing happened." She got up and sat on me. "Is that true? How many time?"
"A couple time." I'm sitting up but she pushed me down with both hands.
"When?" She hit her head strongly. "How many time? Why you lied to me?" She hit the bed right beside my head.
"I'm sorry, I lied. We did nothing ok?" I put her both hands on my neck and smile. "Kill me if I said something I shouldn't. Never thought I would lie this way." I can feel my eyes tearing up, my heart is tearing apart too as i heard her sobbing again. She took her hands and walked into her bathroom.
"I'm sorry." She slammed her fist to the mirror and it cracked, it was too lat e when i got there.
"Don't be sorry, I love you." I hugged her tight. "I can die for you or anything you'd want me to do, I'll do it for you." I lost it. "Please don't leave me." My tear burst as I realized she was trying to cut her wrist, I took the piece of mirror she was holding and threw it away. "I love you." I hugged her tighter and she finally gripped her inner self.
"Okay." She took my hand and we went outside taking the first aid. "Help me with it." I smiled. Its the first time she ever admit she needs me. "Don't smile like an idiot." It only makes me smile more. I put wrapped bandage around her knuckles and kissed it.
"It'll heal quicker." She smiles. She finally smiled. "I love seeing your smile." I'll keep all the truth to myself. The fact that she loves me so much she tried to keep me pure, the truth that she miss me so much she'll call me whenever she's drunk, how much she love me making out with her, and every little thing she forgot about me. Cause I'm not forgetting it, not any of it, those memories are precious and I'll keep it in my heart forever. I chuckled as i think of it.
"Don't laugh at me, it hurts." She pout.
"I'm not."
P.S. It took so long till i write it again, hope the next will get around sooner.
