Dean's POV
I heard the house bell rings and quickly get dressed. I'm looking up and saw that it past 11. I gotta go, but who's outside? I unlock the door and saw him sneered at me.
"What number does it make you?"
"What?" I don't know what to say.
"I'm sure you're more than twentieth, how old are you?" He seemed angry.
"It got nothing to do with you." He hit my jaw.
"Yeah, everybody's the same." He looked back at the car, i then saw Niall face paled and got out of the car. "You get hurt and just leave, unbearably hurt. Just wait and see, she'll cheat on you no matter how good you are." He turn to his kid and hug him one last time before he got into the car and Niall walked here.
"I don't care." I answer loudly. I might care but as long as we're together then whatever. I know she cheated on me but then again were not even dating so Fuck it! Niall hugged me as my teardrop.
"I know." He said.
Jane's POV
I heard it. I heard everything! I screamed silently. I know how slutty I am. I don't know how to prevent any of it. No, I don't even try to. This is me right? Even my mom said so. I'm just a slut I'm even worse than working whore. I wanna die! I slammed my head to the wall.
"No!" Someone hugged me from behind. "No mum, no!" He cried out. "I won't mind!" Sob. "I don't care! I love you, please don't leave me, mom."
"Oh, baby, I'm sorry." I turned and hugged him back. "It doesn't hurt, see?" I took his hand to touch my head. "See?"
"Don't ever hurt yourself again, mom." He cried out.
"Okay, sorry. But i cant promise."
"Fine, then ill die instead." A lower pitch voice answer.
"No, no no. I won't die okay." They both stared at me. "Okay, i won't hurt myself." They smiled relieved.
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The sky is dark, i get dressed and i put on smoky makeup, hoping i won't look so miserable now. I checked on my son, seeing if he's asleep. I called my friend to come over, hoping she'll care for my son when I'm off. The phone rang, i picked it up.
"I'm here." I can feel she's smiling bored as i hear her voice. I opened up the door and smiled. "Hey." She came in and lean by the door. I bowed and wear my heels. "Do you have beers?"
I looked up and she stared at me, smirking. "No, but i got vodka and whiskey. Please drink it considerately." She laughed at me. I creased my brow. "Why?"
"This is why you're so easy to trick." She laughed again. I slapped her arm slightly.
"Don't be so cruel." I glared at her.
"Awe, come on. Who doesn't know you're easy to trick?" Wait... Why i feel like she's mad at me? Does she have a feeling for me? Hatred maybe? That'll be awesome. "What the hell are you thinking?"
"Nothing."
"Why you smile?" She trace my cleavage with her finger. "Who won't fuck you if you think you're at advantage? they're just using you, stupid bitch." She raised her voice but not too loud. Thank goodness! "You're such a whore!" She sound so frustrated as she pushed me so i sit on the couch.
"Thanks, I know that."
"No, you don't know!" She wiped off my makeup and took off my shoes. "I cant stand seeing you go out anymore!" She kissed me roughly and desperately. "Why do you think I'llbe her every time you called dummy?" She kissed me again and when i keep up to her pace, she got on top of me as she lay me down. "Wanna go to your room, baby?"
I woke up at that time. I gotta go. Why the hell i fuck all those guys if not for them. I should never love anyone. I should deny my heart. I shouldn't love neither boys or girls. I don't care if I'm a slut. I shout out. "I don't care! I don't need you any!" She cut my word off. She kissed me one last time before she let me go.
"I know." She cried as she walked out.
No! Damn! Hurry! Go get her! Don't let her drive! Its dangerous! I chased after her and grabbed her shirt, tucking it. "I mean i don't care where we do it. I'm just shy." I lied.
"Thanks." I know that she knew i was lying but she followed me inside and closed the door. Now I got to see her I suddenly realized just how pretty she is. She took off her shoes and was going to powder room, but i tucked her shirt. I walked to my room as i dragged her softly.
"Use my bathroom." I can feel my cheeks are burning red. She's gorgeous in a way. She got in and i don know what to do. Its the first time my heart thumps so fast I feel like I'll fainting.
She got out with a smirk on her face. My tummy churned. Howcome se changed so much? What's wrong with those scary eyes? I wanna back off but i fell on my bed.
"Wanna play, bunny?" Her voice is deep and scary.
"Please tell me you're the same." She laughed. I'm trembling as i watched her eyes stared at me. She got on top of me kneeling on the side of my knees leaving me no place to go away.
"I had been watching you for some time now." She sneered. "You'll let me do anything? don't you?" Her hands suddenly went up and pretend to stabbed me as she hold the invisible knife. So menacing. I smiled a bit and the second time she was going to hit me hard i saw how dreary and desperate she is, so I just smile through it. Her hands stopped mid air. She's crying. I can fell her teardrops fall.
"Why you seem so happy bout it, bunny?" She cupped her face. "You should be afraid of it." She wiped the tears off her lovely eyes.
"Nothing." I said silently, staring at her.
"You'll really let me do anything don't you?" I nod.
