Where We Stand ~aarmau fanfic~

~Stuck~

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Aaron's POV

*Play Song* 

The loud sirens ring as I sit in an ambulance, tearing up, grasping Aphmau's hand.

The heart monitor showing failure. 

Her smiles, dying. 

Her voice, leaving. 

Her life, fading.

I just kept on whispering to her, reassuring her and most probably myself as well.

"You'll be okay......you'll be okay........you'll be okay..."

If only I looked up at her window, I would have seen her look at that little limping dog and helped her.

She wouldn't have to push the little dog out of the way.

She wouldn't be here, in this ambulance, fighting to stay in this world, trapped between life and death.

Stuck between worlds.

When we arrived at the hospital, the hospital crew rolled her into the hospital on a stretcher, yelling a bunch of medical nonsense.

They asked me to stay in the waiting room. 

They wheeled her off to surgery.

I looked down at my hand, feeling the absence of her palm in mine.

Her forehead on my mine. 

Her lips on mine.

I slump down on a cushioned chair in the waiting room and cover my face in my hands. 

I couldn't lose her. 

I am nothing without her.

She is my sun in the clouds, 

She is my moon among the stars.

She is part of the reason I get out of my bed in the morning.

Sobs continue to escape, knowing she might never know our first kiss.

I should call everyone, even.....Sylvana.

I couldn't even smile at those memories yet, how that woman hated me.

Katelyn and Max were the first to get here, and Katelyn started yelling at me.

"WHERE IS SHE AND WHAT HAVE YOU DONE YOU JERK!?"

At the powder blue-haired girl's bellowing, everyone in the waiting room was staring at us. 

Max was mad as well. (I won't even say it now.)

"Why are....y-you...blaming me...." I managed out between sobs.

Katelyn and Max were startled by my sobs. 

No one has ever seen me cry.

"Aphmau...told us you were playing her......."

"WHAT!?" I yelled, shocked. The words so strange, but reasonable.

This makes so much sense now.

"She said......she..." Katelyn was starting to tear up. Max sat her down on the waiting room chair.

"She said that you might have used her for practice for other girls and played with her emotions for fun." She cried and continues to sob.

This made me feel a hundred times worse.

"I'm such a coward..." I say out loud, not intending to.

"Why?" Max asked curiously, he was shedding tears too.

"...I...didn't make moves on her....because...I was afraid of rejection and how it would affect our friendship....." 

"AAH!" I shouted. 

Frustrated. 

The guilt I suffered. 

The pain I caused her.

Everyone piled in. 

Sylvana was such a wreck, she didn't even notice me. 

Eric was here with her, at least.

A surgeon emerged from the restricted doors and we all leaped up. 

She came over to us.

"We tried everything we could......."

No.......

"She is still breathing...but....she may not wake up..."

CLIFF HANGER AAAAAH IM SO EVIL. WILL I UPDATE TODAY? WHO KNOWS.

I have no life so maybe............

Have a nice day and bye my crystals!

Ross: Get better Jess.....please...