Where We Stand ~aarmau fanfic~

~The Fight~

I was just feeling like writing so I'm updating before bed. Ugh school tomorrow waah

Aphmau's POV

Before the Incident...

*Play Song*

 I was reaching my hand to grab my science textbook in my lavender scented locker when a voice catched my attention. 

I put on a smile and say. "Hey Gene!"

He smiles back a smile that had something different I have never seen before. 

I couldn't catch what was wrong with him. 

He had a hint of mischief in his eyes.

"Aphmau, care to walk with me to class?" He asked offering a hand. 

I smiled slightly, even though Aaron is in the class too, his classes are on the other side of the building, so I walk alone there.

"Sure Gene!" I said with a smile, not grabbing his hand.

While walking with the spring morning breeze skimming our faces and blowing our hair, he says.

"You guys have been dating for a while now....huh?" He says, with a bit of hurt laced in his voice.

"Yes....I'm so happy Gene....he's such a great guy....." I sigh and smile, thinking of our memories. I hear a growl but it quickly disappears.

"Even though you thought he was playing you, using you for girls like Lily...." He said, with slight hope.

"....he's not like that........He said he...." I started but Gene put his finger to my lips, then reluctantly pulled them away. 

What was with him?

"Just warning you Aphmau.....you should trust what you think and not just believe what others say.....listen to your heart...." He says with his finger on his heart. 

"....Gene...." Gene does a large exaggerated gasp and I notice his eyes were on

My prince

My love

The apple of my eye

The moon among my stars

The sun among my planets

My one and only, placing his lips on Lily.

She had her hands wrapped around his neck. They kissed for seconds until he pulled away.

He saw me.

 I hated being right.

Feelings of regret. 

Hate. 

Anger. 

Rage. 

Pain exploded in me and came out through my eyes. 

He opened his mouth to speak.

"Aphmau..." Lily interrupted him with a smooth chipper voice.

"Aaron baby...you don't have to lie anymore..." She says with a sly smile.

I couldn't move. 

My heart and my brain was overwhelmed with bursts of statements and memories that are being marked fake. 

All fake.

Though internally I was being destroyed, I somehow managed out.

"....you know what they say..." With a noticeable crack in my voice, tears piling up in my eyelids, tracing the outline of my cheeks.

"....trust your instincts..."I then run. 

I run unsure of anything. 

The man I trusted with everything.

The man when I kissed him time stopped. 

That man......

The man I loved has some nerve.

I heard a faint call for me in the distance. 

I didn't care. 

I just ran, I was luckily not met with any cars, just the beautiful breeze, really the only beautiful thing in the world right now.

I opened my door and dropped my books all over the floor and crashed into my bed, I pull my knees to my chest and sob. 

My tears staining my clothes and the bed sheets.

My tears of sorrow met with the purple of the sheets. 

It turned darker, like his heart.

I heard the door creep open. 

I didn't get up and I didn't move, just sobbed.

"...Aphmau....."I screamed and sobbed even louder, it was 

My worst nightmare

My meteor to my earth

My darkness to my light

My ever ending hole of pain.

"What do you want?!" I yell and sit up, not looking at him.

"...Aphmau its not..." He began starting to break

"..JUST SAVE IT....I know you......I know we haven't...."

We both blush, I wasn't ready, even now, after dating for 8 months.

"...wait...YOU THINK THIS IS ABOUT THAT?! OH MY IRENE APH ITS NOT..."

"YOU....THINK I DON'T KNOW AARON!?" I say between sobs. 

Both of us erupting like active volcanoes.

"...know about...what?" He asked, sniffling. 

His red jacket, darker due to his tears.

"I don't know anymore.....what...you...were....planning if...you..didn't love me........"

"NO I DO LOVE YOU..."

I shake my head and scream again.

"Aaron.....I think that you need to find....out...what you want....."

I say, my heart eating itself from the inside out.

He drops his head and nods. 

His tears dropping on my floor. 

I pull my knees back up to my chest and bury my face in my chest. 

Stillness rang through the air.....our words...our time.

He leaves the room, his steps loud on the creaky wooden floor. 

I just fall back on my bed and sobbed.

The man I trusted, betrayed me.

The man I loved, hated me.

The man I fought for, turned on me.

The words we said meant nothing in his eyes. 

His smiles, once filled of meaning and happiness, now filled with emptiness and pain.

He is a black hole of pain that I can't seem to get out of his rotation, pulling me towards his core.

I need to try and fight it, and now its handed me a rope.

Grab the rope Aph you potato!

He would call me a potato.....

I just let the pain consume me and just see darkness.

OMG! Forget a little bit of  drama.....yeesh......Anyway thanks for reading and have nice day!

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