My Friend and My Foe. ( Counterpartshippping and Pawnshipping)

Yuya!

Yuto's pov.

I was sitting in class writing some notes down from what the teacher was saying, but every once in a while I'd look up and look towards Yuya. He looked completely spaced out with his own thoughts. I wish I new what was wrong with him. I thought.

*time skip*

I heard the bell ring so I started to gather up my things. I looked over to Yuya and he still looked completely out of it.

"Yuya." I said.

No answer.

" Hey Yuya." I said.

He sill didn't do anything.

I can't believe I'm going to do it. I thought. I sighed and then grabbed Yuya's hand with mine and the other one his shoulder.

He instantly looked at me.

My eyes faced his. Damn if looked at right Yuya's eyes right they sparkle. I thought.

"Yuto..... " he said, snapping me out of my thoughts. That's when I remembered I sill had my hands on him. I jumped back a little.

" sorry. " I said with blushed face, " y-you didn't answer me when I called you." I explained.

Oh my God I've never been in a more awkward situation in my life. I thought.

" it's okay." he stated.

" hey will you two hurry up. " I heard someone say. I turned my head to the door and saw Yugo and Yuri. Yuri was the one who said it.

" Coming, coming." I said walking over to them with Yuya behind me.

*time skip*

Yuya's pov.

I was walking close behind everyone staring at the ground.

What am I supposed to do.....

Should I tell him.......

Or should I not......

I can't decide.

I fell like I've been avoiding them.

I don't want to.....

But I'm to worried that if I say anything.

It'll either come out wrong....

Or I might accidentally tell them.

They can't know... It's my job to find away around it.

But what if I can't?

My mind and heart where having a war inside me. I couldn't do anything but think it out all day.

I can't believe Yuto went so far to get my attention..... I smiled at the thought of his hand on mine.

No.

I can't get attached to him.

I have to do this on my own.

But what if he'll help me. I though positive.

I don't like being in war with myself. I can't believe this is happening..... Why now.

My heart started pounding fast. My head felt dizzy.

Damn it

Calm down.

I told myself.

I closed my eyes so it could rn help me focus on my breathing, when I hit into someone.

It wasn't as hard as this morning so I didn't fall down.

I opened my eyes and backed away from the person.

" sorry." I said.

" Yuya, what's wrong." I heard a familiar voice say.

I looked away from the ground and saw.....Yuto.

I felt like crying almost, but I didn't I knew I was stronger then that. I couldn't just start cry to my friend.

"nothing." I said looking at the ground again.

I didn't want to lie to him.

I just didn't want him to worry about me.

" it's not nothing, the way you've been acting all day, it can't just be nothing." he said in a sweet voice, " please tell me. If your scared that someone will find out don't worry about that, you basically walked into the forest with me. I told Yugo I'd bring you home later. So tell me."

Wait...... What...... Did I....... I looked up and saw trees everywhere. I sighed.

I walked over to Yuto a little close and grabbed his hand and started going deeper into the forest.

After a while we stopped at by a place with a little pond. I sat down after letting go of Yuto's hand.

Okay here I go.

I took a beep breath.

Yuto's pov.

Why did he bring me here? I asked my self.

" Yuto.. " he said getting my attention.

" yeah?" I asked sitting down by him.

" I've been so spaced out with today because...... " he trailed off.

"because why?" I asked again.

"because I've never actually gotten hurt except from my dad, and when I hurt ankle I reminded me if the past...... " his voice started to crack like he was about to cry.

" I've been making sure I would start having an anxiety attack when everyone was around." he said. By know he was sobbing.

Without thinking I grabbed him and hugged him.

Damn it.

He's just like me.

I though.

After he had got done crying I let go of him.

" so you suffer form anxiety from your past." I said.

" yeah pretty stupid, right." he said. His face down, with his bangs covering his eyes.

"No. I don't think it's stupid. Stuff happens." I said.

I turned and lifted his chin so he was staring at me.

" I'll always be here for you Yuya, don't forget that. Okay. " I said in a serious voice.

" okay." he said.

I stood up and looked at the sky.

Shit it's bark. I thought.

" we better start heading back home." I said, extending my hand for him.

" good idea." he said and got up.

A/N hey. So counterpartshipping has started. Well half of it. Next chapter I'm doing pawnshipping so stay tuned. Anyways thank for reading please comment if you find any mistakes, thanks. Bye.